// a sweet tot.

jap tut @ nine. entered da class and da sittin arrangement puzzled me.

i sat and ask one of ma classmate why are we sitted like THIS?

test lo.

!!!!!!!!!!!!

????????????

SO DESUKA!? not tomoro meh?

sinseh tot she said it was today; thus da misunderstandin. *phews.

**

hoho. makan-ed wid peichii afta tut. decided to check out who was at lounge, so on da way dropped by bookshop.

and i saw somethin..



unBEARables. yea yea, unbearable gummy bears.

kawaii desu neh? :)

so i bought it. i like sour sweets. $2.75 per packet. check it out at tp bookshop!

*demands advertisin fee! prolly jus 10 packets of dat? :)

**

blabla. lounge was sian la.

went mensa and saw alv, tan and drew. im excited about alv's proj! shootin on new yr's eve? HAH. tan's gonna be da gangster who bash ppl up? and wad else? ma kor, vincent's gonna be da VICTIM? LOL.

*anticipates.

**

overjoyed to get to see eilin, ma wriggly wormie, afta ma lecture. x] and she went to dunno-where and pass this thing to me..



!?

soooooooooooooooooooooo sweeeeeeet!!!!!!

its a bdae bear. 0210 bdae bear! :) comes wid marble chocs too? like smarties la, make it sound nice onli.

eh LOL. actually its buy choc, free teddy. but i think da teddy is ma emphasis. :)



ooo sarah and eilin rawks. i really cherish this sweet lil thot. :)

it made ma day man. *loves

**

sharon sure had interestin ex classmates. :) had fun hangin ard wid dem.

oh saddenin! saw one of ma cousin today. cant even recognise me. tmd.

approached him afta we dropped at da same busstop.

'hey remember me?'
'you are?'
'jasmine la!'
'?'
'which jasmine? oh COUSIN?'
'ya lah!'
'wah i couldnt recognise you at all!'

>.< nan desuka!

**

ciaos la. jya mata.

// intimidated

*screams hysterically.

i've got a scary biz stats tutor; though i found dat i actually DO like her. :)

shes nice la, but betta do her work.

hmm isnt dat great? i've got motivation to study fer ma biz stats alr! haha!

**

i saw linggie today? and..
wenqi and..
steph.. AND
susie.

finally. :)

**

ma name's kazumi now? seems like more and more ppl are callin me dat.

HAHA.

watashi wa kazumi desu. hajimemashite. doozo yoruyshiku! :)

// boWing.

borwwwing! lol. i learnt dis frm huijie. she jus cant pronouce her 'R's properly.

so if you ask her how a telephone sound like..

she'll answer 'wwing wingg'!'

:/ aniwaes, ytd was so tired dat i fell aslp while attemptin to study.. *yawns.

**

hah. ma POM test jus ended. thank God. he heard ma pray'r. :) im so delighted. test wasnt a killer la.

and wad else. i finally saw ma dear sista, peichii.

HAHA. *elated. i guess i really missed her.

**

ciaos. see ya later! aligator. x]

// merrychristmas

firstly, wishin all a

blessed christmas! :)


whitety whitety! woke up at 7 plus and got dressed in white. slpt at 2am da day before; cuz finished carollin at 1am.



carlene & i; takin a pic before we set off fer carollin ytd nite.



**

anyways, i was extremely glad dat eilin, sarah & sam turned up fer ma church service today.. and was on higher spirits when pokky told me adeline was comin! plus she brought her sis, isabelle as well too.

to you peeps; hhey thx fer comin aye. :) *hugs.

God is good!

sermon was impactful i must say; some points mentioned really touched me alot. brotha rudy got baptized this mornin. congratulations! X)

minor hiccups here and there but everythin still went on well. thank God.

**

food was good. next, was gift exchange. hah! was sucha pouchy session!

got five pouches in total. 4 belonged to da same family; as in same color but diff sizes. lol. ade, karen and i made a silly gurly joke over it.

seriously, i duno wad i can do wid those pouches. :/ haha. it was quite comical aniway. ppl found it amusin dat i had such pouchy luck.

btw, no such thing as luck. jus babblin some nonsense.

laurel & maself; look at da candies we've got. i've nv tried these candies in ma life man. hahaha.



**

cabbed home wid ade & isabelle, gotta noe a not so happy news frm ade. boo. :(

nonetheless; adeline, thx fer tellin me. it was nth much la, really. in fact im glad you told me thou you shld've told me this much earlierrr. hah. :)

**

reached home and saw this lyin on da table.



this is ma sweetie cousin, xinyu who nv forgets me. shes jus so sweet la. *hugs.

movie outin was cancelled fer youths in de end; wadda waste.


perhaps God wants me to study fer ma POM test on monday? hahah.

// xmas`eve

woohoo. its christmas eve. stil here in sch updatin blog. :)

past few days were.. tormentin; mentally dat is.

sis msged me abt her. if i missed her, if i could forgive her if she din divorce wid ma dad.

?

i... am clueless. felt very lost all of a sudden when i saw dat msg. i din want to reply. i'm not sure if i've forgiven her; thou i very much want to. but.. is she sincere in changin her ways?

dad is a contradictin person as well. jus love puttin words in othas mouth; i hate it when he does dat. he often regard ma advices as 'quarrels'? talk to him nicely; he acts as if he hears nth. being more sterned; he thinks im pickin a fight. plus sellin-of-apartment-issue is a big problem.

ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHH.

nonetheless, im very comforted by God, esp durin this season. he already nailed ma burdens onto da cross. i have NOTHIN to worry abt.

*relieved.

**

yays. im meetin ma dearie sista grace laters! :) its has been sooo long since i last saw her?

*beams. :) ciaos.

p/s: do keep me in prayer. thx!

// emo**

hais. feelin withdrawn frm ma past cliques. :/ wadever. guess i jus missed those times hangin ard wid them so often.

everythin seems to be goin on relatively well fer most ppl? but me?

i will pull thru this again. i will! i will be da bright, colorful, cheery jasmineee as always.

Hear ma prayer, O Lord,
listen to ma cry fer mercy.
In da day of ma troubles i will call to you,
fer you will answer me.
Among da gods there is none like you, O Lord;
no deeds can compare wid yours.

Heavenly father, i thank you fer all dat you've done.

we're all livin in a sea of superficial relationships.

ihatehypocrisy!!

// backkk

minasan konnichiwa! ogenki desuka? :)

hohoho. finally back fer some updatin. but no pics yet. mr seahhh hasnt sent me! gomen nasai. >.<

oh anyways. 4 days back i had a mini reunion wid ma primary 6D'99 classmates. hah! went to meet da grp wid chengchun, whose lesson was suppose to end at 6. and dere i stood and said HEEEELOOO to everyone, was rite beside lin-en. and she looked at me frm top to toe. and turned back to huiru.

o_0?! wahh. long time no see, everyone become so dao? lin-en looked at me again. i smiled back at here? a question mark smile to be exact.

she turned back to huiru and asked her who was i.

bahh! i almost peng-ed. merry christmas la.

total of 8 turned up. [huishen//huiru//linen//me//chengchun//zhanhui//julius//irwin] expected more to come though. went to yuki&yaki to have our dinner togetha. tepanyaki, steamboat & DIY iceee-cream! yea, dey provided those syrup thing and we were suppose to make da ice-cream ourselves. oh yea. was lotsa fun.

i hated almond & rum&raisin. and they were so so soooo mean, made me smell and eat da damn thing. i was forturnate to not kenna da game forfeits. hah.

do you realise its alwaes those meanies who alwaes kenna da forfeits? nehnehnipoopoo.

fun outin. i do hope dere'll be more to come! i miss y'all man.

**

sat was gospel tractin. gave out abt 130 tracts? :/ anyways. i do hope those who received it reads it. *prays hard. was nice to see yennn.

and ohh man! orhchard was packed like sardineee. >.<

**

its been like so long since...?

signin off! mata aimashoo! :)

// first jap lesson

first jap lesson today. was like a lost sheep when i first entered da room. lol. but.. thankfully i had a helpful new tomodachi sittin beside me - regine. :)

jap class was fun.

woohooo. im damn tired now. sch ends at 3.. and i still gotta work laters. *prays fer strength and energy.

till then! tata. X]

// goodoldgospeltrain!

long day over at church today! >.< hah! finally get to touch piano again afta more den a month. but nvm, teacher said i played quite well. *beams. shakes head. :)

ohhhhh.. immmm travellin on the hallelujah line,
on da good old gospel train. (chu chuuuu.)
im on da rite track and never will go back,
to da station of sin again.
i need no fare im ridin on da pass,
'tis da blood fer sinners slained.
ohhhh.. immmm travellin on da hallelujah line,
on da good old gospel train (chu chuuu.)

ooo i like dis children hymm! goin fer gospel tractin dis comin sat at orchard.

***

went to parkway wid ma churchmates afta we're done at hougang. had our dinner and got our christmas stuff.

bought clothes again! hohoho. enjoyable day.

// weee!

da Trilogy Camp came to an end this sat aftanoon. i enjoyed maself tremendously. its was way enrichin, both physically & spiritually. in case y'all dont noe, this camp was fer ma church's kids(aged 5-12) & youths.

went fer accounts lec on friday. supposed to be at 8am but was 1 hr late. :) but stil glad i din missed it cuz i learnt smthn. many din turn up though.

**

cabbed to church and sat fer last 20min of workshop. again, im thankful dat i din missed it.

ma head was spinnin and i was wayyy tired. very reluctant to go fer hikin at bukit timah nature reserve initially.

but smhow, i jus went in de end. prolly it was a thing called responsibility dat pushed me.

**

first time to bukit timah, took a short nap durin da journey dere. and i guess dat really helped alot.

the walkin path was steep man. thank God no one was injured. esp da kids. hikin along da trails sure reminded me of those OBS days. and i remembered how vic & i motivated each otha wid a verse frm da bible..

'i can do all things, thru Christ that strengthens me.'

it started drizzlin when we reached da summit. din get to explore da place more thoroughly. was already rainin when we were runnin towards our respective transport.

**

i dun really noe why i became The Way's assistant leader when i was suppose to assist The Life.

but anyways, preparation of our item was way fun! da kids in ma grp made me lmao. was suppose to present a skit to bring forth da meanin of our respective grp names.

we were The Way, so we had to perform to show dat we're frm this grp.

well well, obviously, ma grp did tremendously well. everyone was laughin. i laughed till tears came out. man.. fun fun fun. ma grp rawks.

**

overall performance, The Way got first, followed by The Truth, then The Life.

winnin or losin wasnt wad dat mattas most, utimately, it was da bondin part of da camp. personal relationship wid God, and our relationship wid fellow brothas & sistas in Christ.

Christ = love

enjoyed being in da camp committee, learnt many things. most of all, i find
great joy in servin ma Lord.

// to and fro

went to and fro frm home to church, frm church to sch, frm sch to church. *wipes sweat.

quite a long day fer me.

learnt alot durin da camp's workshop today. God is ma everythin.

first time goin fer colour & composition class over at design sch. was kinda anticipatin it but.. da lecturer sucks totally. sooo much dat i decided to drop ma cds afta hearin her speak fer jus one hour! but i will take this sub again nex sem! i will..

so at 5, while she's havin her coffee break.. at da same time expectin us to do our view-finder. she WAS suppose to provide da materials but she din. i was so damn pissed. den i started hoppin and kpo-in ard da studio. all of dem could do nth cuz they din had those materials!

HAH. i brisked outta da room wid ma bag and decided dat i shld look fer mr sng to have ma cds CHANGED. :)

yays! was tryin fer human environment plannin. but you noe wad? DA CLASS WAS FULL! wad da heck.

so i asked fer any otha cds wid vacancies.

guess wad. i gotta great shock!

japaneseeeeee!

haaahahahhahah. woohoos. really din expect dem to have a slot fer me. :) i din even had this in one of ma choices, cuz i tot i definitely wont get in.

**

met angel on da way outta biz sch. met up wid qi, den alvin at kovan. went to some famous nasi lemak stall ard dat area which i think da food was exceptionally-normal?

not to mention dat da price was expensive.

 

HAHAHA. being a lil bo liao. took a picture of an old couple enjoyin their meal. lol. :D


some pics taken afta our dinner.. X]
 


3 of them sent me rite at ma church's doorstep. LOL. howww nice.

// infuriated.

its so so so so damn infuriatin!

ma face was on *&^$*%$* CHOICES mag. and da pic looks like shit. :(

*hops in anger.

prolly those ppl din put on their specs/contacts dat day. thus makin this grave mistake!

or did they put this to humiliate me? *wails.

boooooooooooooooo! gimme a corner to hibernate.

i have nicer pics! :( why din they ask from meeeeeeeeeeeee.




humph.

ignore me la, this thing is screwed.

**

oh wadeva, cant do anythin already. but hehs. smhow, i stil feel a lil happy today.. cuz i was blessed by a magical touch! ;)

i want dat tiny weeny lil cutey pat again!

oh hohoho. dat reminds me of wad happened dat time. AHAHAHAH.

// doggie doggie


:) ohhh-so-cute! 

// newtemplate.

yays. finally got ma new layout. weets.

played ard wid this fer da past 2 hrs. was pissed wid multiply. cuz i couldnt upload pics. oh wadever.

first day of sch. fresh start fer me. :) was glad to see everyone once again.

ohshit. why am i stil bloggin at this hr!?

bahhhhh. slpin time!

tata!