Wednesday, May 31, 2006
// KAZUMI fer diploma in marketin!

WOOOOOOOOO.


was havin a pretty hard time editin some work. just then, one of ma marketin lecturers, miss reena, called up. was quite puzzled why she called, since shes not teachin me this semester.


HAHAHHA.


she told me i've been selected to represent diploma in marketin fer a photoshoot. lol. but it'll only tk place like 1 or 2 months later. she said: "ya, i just called to inform you, in case you get a shock when those ppl call you up."


miss reena claimed that they thought i was photogenic. but i was thinkin.. EH? why not jacq sue huh? and oh, if you dont know her: she got in top 5 fer starIDOL and was also the covergirl fer MAXIM last month, pretty face + hot body.


.. but then again, maybe it was smthg to do with perception. *shrugs*
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
// tsk

no lessons again. tsk. we're like payin sch fees to stay home..


but anw, went back to sch fer trainin. at least it was much betta this time round.. hmm.. today was vincent's last trainin with us, cuz he's goin NS already..

we will miss you! pls tk good care of yourself. and yea, you've been a great senior to all of us. thanks fer your patience and guidance fer the past 6months.. (:



some photos to share, but actually we took tons of 'em; taken durin our very borin job we took on on sunday. ma 7hrs with abby & jia @ changi airport..


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the seaweed we so missed. we finished this big pack in less then an hour.


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its emptyyyyyyy.


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yay. rainbow background!


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colourful jellybeansss! (:


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candid. loveee the smiles.. so natural. (:


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lol. like marchin rite. but i wasnt..


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abby! grins :DD


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jia & maself. lol. ignore me, i jus wanna look happy.


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nice eh. taken by jia.. (:


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spasm. our 7 hrs have passed! yay.


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three of us again! (:


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abby.. lol.


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pouts. LOL.


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the reason why i call her tamago. (egg)


our last shot of the day was quite a classic one. HAHAHAHA.


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I KNOW YOU SAW THAT. *whackss*



you know it only takes 1 bad thing you do to offset the 9 good things you've done. you can tell me you were kiddin it in that particular sms, and you betta be. you know i hate ppl with humongous ego.
Sunday, May 28, 2006
//

yawns. long dayyy. jus reached home nt long ago. hahaha. was fun havin jia and abby to pass this long workin day with me. (x will post our spastic pics some time soon. hahaha.


sigh. missed sg idol. i so wanted to see baby ressa. ): sry.. i know i've wished you a happy birthday. still this time round..


*clears throat*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RESSA~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!


HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!


dont sad leh. i'll give you smthg when i see you again in sch yea. (: *hugs*



and yes, charles talked to me today cuz he thinks ma dp is nice. hohoho. but while chattin, i changed ma dp to..


teru teru bozu
teru teru bozu! (:



Charles : I have lost my voice. says:
are those stuff in your dp ghost or angel ?
[[ kazumi. ]] DBSK. says:
LOL
[[ kazumi. ]] DBSK. says:
wth
[[ kazumi. ]] DBSK. says:
they areeeeeeee
[[ kazumi. ]] DBSK. says:
TERU TERU BOZU
[[ kazumi. ]] DBSK. says:
teru


SINCE WHEN MA KAWAII TERU BECAME A GHOST??


):
Friday, May 26, 2006
// CCNday

no lessons fer me today. but still, i went back to sch fer our annual CCN day (campus care network). time flies. third CCN day fer me already. sigh.


business sch was happenin as usual. its the damn sch that im so gonna miss when i leave TP. HOHO. no no, its okay. i hvnt graduated YET. will treasure the times. (x


okay heres the thing. wheneva someone shouts "KAZUMI!" damn loudly, it means.. its time fer me to spend moneyyy. hahaha. but its alrite. its CCN day! (;


was great seein so many familiar faces ard the sch once again. hooo. *slaps maself* i meant, wooo! hardgay's grossssss. but the way he does his "HOO" and "okayyyy" is jus.. LOL. HOOOO! okayyyyyyyy.


CCN DAY
baby ressa! (x thanks fer keepin me company!

CCN DAY
ma antor freshies! (:

CCN DAY
yay. reunited. watashi no tamago to kyuri.


haaa. and guess what. i finally saw someone afta 6756523465 years! its...

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CHUA PEI QI!! hello puaykee. (x

CCN DAY
she looks voluptuous all of a sudden! *0* hahahha. i bet she loves ma camera.


okay mr andrew lee, maybe its time fer you to wipe those disgustin saliva over your face. you hum sup. lol.


kinda dread today initially. cuz everyone had smthg on afta CCN day. and i didnt wanna go home so soon, like afta that silly few hrs in sch. saw jia outside library and had a short chat with her. and she casually asked me if i wanted to join the rest fer a movie at TM.


and.. there were 5 of us catchin XMEN3. abby, jia, caleb, tommy and maself. had dinner at LJS, and caleb's damn lame can. he actually shouted THANKYOU damn loudly wheneva any customer rings the damn bell. can you imagine him eatin halfway, then stop, just to shout a stupid thankyou when their staff din even bother? and goodness, he was wearin SU shirt. lol.


our show started at 7pm. was a 8/10 movie. oh ya.. jean grey was like the damn guest character in the show? came XMEN3 and do ke chuan! she died in XMEN2, revived in XMEN3 as someone ridiculously superior, and in the end, she died again. wth. tsk. i felt quite sad when charles xavier died. /:


shant go on with the storyplot, just in case im talkin to someone who hasnt watched it. but its a show worth catchin. hmm jus that we got sucky seats. ): 2nd row from the screen. not seats in the centre somemore!


i wanna watch over the hedge! looks like some funny cartoon thats gonna make me laugh ma arse off. hahaha. *anticipates*


oh yea, on our way back.. i saw this shop!


alano


HAHAHA. ALAN! is that yourrrrr new shop! :D


sigh. RHD trainin @ 8am, then comes trainin, then comes work. *-* will be anotha tirin long day. if only...


oh nvm.



i find maself smilin to slp and wakin up to your sweet msges,
but your body language only prove that those are but sweet-nothins you say to pacify me.


im not as unpredictable as what you think i am, i mean it.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
// he wasnt proud of what he gave me.

had a long day today. trainin was tough fer me. couldnt concentrate as well. slow movements, slow hands. i jus wasnt fast enough.


work seems to be pilin up, yet, i still cant find the motivation in me. argh. today wasnt really a gd day anyway. thanks to you.



the fact that you kept emphasizing that it was jus a piece of drawin done haphazardly, really hurts me.


the egoistic side of you is jus plain annoyin. so what if it really wasn't your best drawin? was your purpose tryin to impress or make me happy? if you had chosen the latter, i'd add in and say you did both. i really liked it, simply bcuz it was from you. the reason why i could pridefully show it to all ma frens was also becuz i knew it was part of your effort in tryin to brighten up ma day. in hopin that i would like it, so do you think by sayin all that nonsense, i would like it even more?


NO. to think you almost made ma day, ended up you didn't. if you think im over-reactin or over-sensitive, think again.


i wouldn't have bothered if it was a nobody.



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and so.. this was the artwork which anoymous wasnt proud of.


mickey sketch!
it'd still be one of ma treasured possessions, no matta what you say.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
// His calling

weee. (x


im feelin good now. was over at children's worship service today, erm, not as chairperson or speaker, but pianist. ma 2nd time. heart's feelin with thanksgivin the whole day, cuz it was betta than previous attempt. hahaha. sometimes, i wonder.. why does God have such great plans fer me when im not even good enough fer it.


thats why He's God. He gave me chances and made me learn along ma way. jus like goin thru the ardous journey in one's life. He granted trials and make us stronger everyday.


i've once shared about the two "problematic" kids in ma church, yes? the younger one's much betta already.. but the elder one had a "confrontation" with me today. fer the first time, i saw him broke down and cried in front of me. and i knew these werent the willful and obstinate tears he used to shed, but these were the tears thats gonna make him grow.



affirmed once again; i know where God is leadin me to.. in the children ministry, i'll love the kids like how the Lord has loved me.



hmm.. on a lighter note, as i was watchin sg idol jus now. they had this short part whereby they featured those ppl who cant pronounce very well. man, it made me laugh like mad lah. hahahahha.


dicklee: okay, so what song are you gonna sing fer us today?

contestant: erm im gonna sing nong nong ago.


(all judges tryin very hard to control laughter.)

tell me the story that once was so dear,
nong nong ago.
nong nong ago.
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nong nong ago... nong agooooooooooo.


you guys shld have seen the guy's expression when he sang that song. maybe i can try drawin him out.


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usin PAINT! tadah! he looked almost exactly like this. the musical notes were delibrately drawn distortedly. x:



ohhhhhhh yes i saw ma exclassmate, diyanah AND.. mareesa maressa! hahahaha. im so gonna watch you sing (and cry) next week. X: but hey, its okay dear.. all your friends know you can sing. (: *loves
Friday, May 19, 2006
// moodswing-ed

i really felt like slappin maself this mornin. i actually overslept and woke up only at 10.59am. supposed to have a 11am tutorial. stayed home the whole day.


im not quite maself these days. jus moodswing maybe? but i dont usually swing those irritatin moods when im with ma frens la, only do that when im left alone. hahahah. the thing is i really do cherish ma frens and their company.


did nth much at home, jus tidied ma stuff a lil. watch-ed kids central. and i caught this cartoon on little KC!


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smurfs!
yay! smurfs!



i used to bug ma parents to buy those cassette tapes so i could hear those stupid blueys sing their songs everynight. and i'd jump up&down nonstop on ma expensive 4 star mattress until i get so tired that i fall aslp straight on ma last jump.


wahhaha. crazy.



couch potato.
walls' balance. hahaha.


nostalgic. yes walls balance was our client last sem. we were asked to propose a 6mths IMC plan fer them. so what if we did? i dont see them havin strong IMC now anw. *yawns* yes, like afta so long since its product launch? yalah yalah. we did learn many stuff along the way though. :P but its always gd to see your effort gettin recognised what, rite.


that aside. im on a new sem now. yay. hello sony ericsson. hello breadtalk. hello IR. all these are gonna hunt me fer the nex few months.


yy once said i cut hair as often as i drink water. and today, i really felt like goin fer anotha haircut okay. perhaps i need a new look to help overcome whats within me. bahh. went grocery shoppin with ma dad again. saw a boy, ard 4-5 yrs of age, so engrossed talkin to (i think) his grandpa. the lil boy almost knocked into me. haha. the amused grandpa looked at me and i jus looked back at the lil boy and smiled.


i continued walkin ard and saw this lil girl. so cute and innocent lookin. she made me smile again.



yes, and so ma day was saved by two lil kids who made me smile. haha. (:
Thursday, May 18, 2006
// dont know why

you can repeat the words you say over and over again, yet you choose not to do anythin about it.


moodswings. i get it cuz ppl are swingin them to me. how annoyin.


called up a few ppl, but din managed to catch any of them in sch. i guess God knew i was feelin down. and so.. on ma way outta bookshop, i actually bumped into pinwen. helped him out a lil with his AG notice board and went fer dinner togetha at bizpark. haha. its time to pull back the drift. nvm, you can "wait" fer me afta ma trainins next time.


ohman, i feel so used. hahahahaha. jus kiddin. but anyhow. .


thanks buddy, you made ma day. (:
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this is the 7th person im wishin happy birthday in the happenin month of MAY. lol. and there are few more to come..


18th may. like whatever la huh. but anyhow, this goes out to mr mmc member alano baizhanji low..


HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY! (:

pink words fer you. since you're so pink to me. hahahaha.


those sweet memories of our SU subcomm days come flashin back again! how time flies, we're year 3s now. tsk.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
// =.=

im gettin more absent-minded. almost missed trainin today! thanks to vincent's sms and call. haha. oh btw, i joined this external troupe called "zingo" togetha with a few of ma salvo mates. soooo, i reckon im gonna be pretty busy with drummin these days. oh wells. there'll be a zingo performance in july. and those who just joined are supposed to play with the older members. really hope we can catch up and play jus as well.


its much more challengin being in zingo man. but im sure the few of us will pull thru this, cuz we're not alone! yay.



here are the photos, as promised. (:



mothers' day dinner *

mothers' day


mothers' day
DIY wrapped flowers just fer ma mum! (:


mothers' day
lol. ma stupid sis attemptin to kiap jamous' face. actually.. it was ma idea. BUT IT WAS BCAUSE JAMOUS KEPT PLAYIN WITH IT OKAY.


mothers' day
in the toilet. LOL. (x


mothers' day
eh i like this.. hahaha.


mothers' day
mummy! (: i lovee you.


mothers' day
yea, thats ma pretty sis in law.


mothers' day
eh saw that LV sling? wahahha. ma sis and niece, jeon. (:




and here are some pics taken fer our fieldwork.. visit to Ritz Carlton!


fieldwork!
entrance of Ritz. myself, alvin, jasmine. (:


fieldwork!
the grand interior..


fieldwork!
niceee.


fieldwork!
i took this cuz jasmine liked the stairs. lol.


fieldwork!
juan. myself. jasmine.. (:


fieldwork!
serious business. "we're studyin the menu."


fieldwork!
work in progress..


fieldwork!
yay. buddy juan and me. (:


fieldwork!
and this was our $14 smoothie. uber ex. but its really really yummy. the best smoothie ive tasted so far.


fieldwork!
jasmine! call her miss leopard. haha.



you may think im swa ku.. but im stil gotta say this. the char kway teow there cost $21 okay!! same price fer wantan mee. =.=


ahhh. so tired. back to research workkkk!


till then. (:
Monday, May 15, 2006
// (:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, SARAH! (:



**
tag replies;

- stefanie: STEF! (: your tag was a pleasant surprise.

- reesa: lol. why? her eyes one big one small? so is she in? hahaha.

- chuan: hahah. you are most most most welcome. (:

- Jay: huh. why sick.. so more off days fer you isit?

- artishx: ahaha. do i? nah... wee! hvn spoke to you fer quite some time. how have you been!

- VincE: haha.. im glad you raised your point. you talked abt no one formula in life yes? yea true. everythin in this world is relative, BUT theres somethin thats absolute. and thats none otha than truth in the bible. thats why im abidin it. if you read thru that entry once again, you'd see that i actually answered your tag. but its gd anw, cuz now, you saw the different viewpoint and mindset that each of us share. so its damn unlikely fer me to like a person whos a nonchristian.. cuz we dont even share the same thinkin about religion, which is major thing in ma life. (:

- fuuuuu: can you understand the theories bhind physics if you dont understand it? so how can you ever understand smthg you dont even study?? or shld i say.. not interested? (:

- jiayi: haha. as long as you believe Jesus is the son of the living God. and that He had died on the cross fer you..

- juan: (: hahah. yay. it was fun hangin out with you guys today. kboxxxxxxxx. (x

- Funkyhairdo: aye BOTAK. (: yay i'd like to thank you once again. really thank God fer a bro like you. (x i think he's talkin abt relativity, that theres no absolute to everythin..

- Tom: (: amen! eh i've yet to pass you and abby smthg i got from overseas. lol.
// why?

ma siblings and i planned fer a mothers' day dinner @ jack's place. will post pictures and all in anotha later entry.


so while waitin fer our food, ma bro-in-law was like browsin thru the pictures in ma camera and started askin which of them is ma boyfriend.


i told him i was single, and he din took in what i said. it set me thinkin..


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when being asked about ma lovelife, or "scandals" you might say, i'd jus smile and say, "enjoyin singlehood. patiently waitin fer ma God-sent".


some end up in disbelief, some go "you mean you're lack of suitors?", while the rest will jus say "sometimes, being alone can be really lonely. when you know most of your friends wont be free to go out with you cuz they gotta keep their bf/gfs company, the feelin of emptiness jus sucks".


to retort to those who'd ask "so you mean you dont feel anythin when you see couples strollin happily on the streets togetha??"


fact is: i seldom feel it this way.



i love seein ppl in love come togetha. and fer maself, i'd also wan to see maself lovin a person who really loves me.


ma frens ard me dont understand why christians and non-christians cannot be togetha in a relationship. becuz to them, what matters most is that the two parties love each otha! right?


its not a matter of CAN or NOT. its a matter of choice. i can always choose to be with a non-christian who loves me like no tomorrow, yet, drawin me furtha away from ma precious God who died and bled on the cross fer me. genuine christians see things from a different light, and they jollywell know that they can never last long with a non-christian. all becuz the blood flowin in the both of them is different. the blood im talkin abt is the salvation. both parties' priorities, beliefs and mindset will differ big time too.


if you are a christian like i do, you'd understand where im comin from, and what im drivin at. if you dont, you're always invited to the church i go to, to clear the doubts you have in mind.


if not; pls read.
http://funkyhairdo.blogspot.com/
the latest entry dated on may15.


i can picture a perfect scene, the scene i wanna be in: whereby a couple, both children of God, lovin one anotha like how God commanded them to be, servin in the Lord's ministry, overcomin adversities with God's abundant grace and praisin His good name fer everythin that is given to them.


ratha than...


a couple, unequally yoked, to be quarrelin with each otha, havin totally different priorties in life.



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thru ma years in poly, i thought i found someone i really like. but then again, i thought to maself. no doubt i really like him as a person, is this goin to be some short-term relationship again, whereby i get maself hurt in the end?


the answer was no. and i know i had to give it up fer the most precious faith im holdin.




what fellowship has righteousness with lawlessness? and what communion has light with darkness?
Friday, May 12, 2006
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wahahaha. shujuan made ma day. im gonna have sweet dreams tonight. (x


i will grow through this pain. says:
todae's tut was so boring without uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

i will grow through this pain. says:
lolz

[[ kazumi. ]] muishiki no rakka. says:
wahahahha



yay. (:
// ):

keep havin eye irritations recently. damn annoyin. ):


i must control and stop rubbin them already. argh. and also, no more missin of tutorials. lol. or else, i'd prolly end up repeatin the whole module. >.<


lunched with fu and jay. hvnt seen each otha fer like 3456787654 years. stil as nonsensical as ever. haaa. i din eat ma lunch in peace. jay thinks i've grown taller, which is of course not true. fu's the one who shrank! hahaha. and oh yes, i remember jay indirectly used the "fat" word on me. ):


BOG talk was good. "the power of branding". the speaker's cool and entertainin. haa. Q&A session was quite a stunner, most of them raised really gd qns. except fer.. erm one or two of them. /: thankfully, they werent from diploma in marketin.


held a surprise bbq party fer our dearest ms sarah-lois yong today. sarah, you're the ultimate blur sotong okay. lol. but i hope you enjoyed yourself. (: and "maincomms", you guys did a great job in all the plannin. thanks fer everythin.


ghf chalet tmr. wee. so guess i wont be updatin fer a few days. (x



maybe i shldnt expect too much.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHUAN! (:


wee. im so nice. you betta thank me. wahahha. (x
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
// dizzy

felt dizzy and pissed durin sales mgmt lecture today.


i really can see mr seah's tremendous effort in teachin his students. you can feel all his enthusiasm thru his body language and loud voice (he doesnt use mike). but he walks around the lecture hall soooooo much that its causin all the dizziness and im seriously, not exaggeratin.


and why i was pissed today cuz the 2 bimbos bhind me couldnt stop talkin. they were yakkin NONSTOP okay. and mr seah had to stop fer like 34678343423 times to wait fer those chatterboxes to stop talkin bfore he can continue. whats worse is that when he keeps quiet, those 2 still carried on yakkin. if only smackin them right in their faces would make them stop talkin, i wouldnt mind. dont come lectures to waste your time lah.



proj discussion ended at 6+. left the place feelin accomplished. hahahha.



i went grocery shoppin with dad and aunty just now. anddd, i just dont know how to describe ma dad smtimes..


ma dad went elsewhere to get smthg first, so aunty and i went in NTUC first and i started choosin those nicenicee apples. and afta that, we went to look at otha foodstuff. and when dad joined us, he went to fruits section.


so while waitin, i wanted to go second level. jus then, aunty called out to me. the moment i turned back, i saw dad walkin towards our direction with two plastic bags full of apple.


=.=


i was like. what are you doin!? buy so many fer what! (cuz i've already chosen the apples that i want.) but he insisted on buyin them, and this was his great reason..



"its fresh okay! i saw the person takin them out from the box."



bahhh. i almost died.


so we went home with what we wanted AND over 20 apples. there's only 3 person at home, and most of the time, im the one eatin those apples. like wth? lol. but i find it quite comical actually. hahahhaha. (x


o.0
the last drawer, filled with apples.


o.0
26 apples. =.=



hahahhaha. (x


k lah, i've got a cute dad..
Monday, May 08, 2006
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the bad past came hauntin me in the midst of a conversation. i reacted to it by composin maself into sudden silence. i wasnt maself at all. i hated it.


he called it PMS, no it wasnt. ppl who knows me well enough will know that i wont let emotions overcome me, at least, in public.



but well, ma day ended on a light-hearted note. fer the effort you've put in to cheer me up, to make me laugh, and to tolerate all the awkwardness. thankYOU. (:




you say its hard to understand me, who ever said understandin the human mind was an easy thing? im not weird. each individual are jus unique, jus like how you are. theres definitely no one standard way of expressin oneself..


dont benchmark othas against yourself, and im tellin this to maself too.


p/s: dont come lift what you read from ma blog and say it out to me okay. i will smack you. haha.
Sunday, May 07, 2006
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HYDIL! (:
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kazumi says: its time fer a new blogskin!


i hope i've got the time fer that. ma proj meetings are startin from tomorrow onwards. woo. let the bloody stressful cycle begin!


go, fellow marketers.
Saturday, May 06, 2006
// LOL

*woo hoo woo hoo hoo*


aye. astonishin man. salvo actually got third fer BEST-DRESSED BOOTH.


WE GOT THIRD!
happy ppl! hahaha. thats our prize.



LOL. chio ka peng. (x at least our efforts paid off. went fer dramatec's AGM fer a while and had to go fer Movie Under the Stars (organised by SAA fer all arts grp). dramatec ppl are really not bad man. multi-talented.


was ma first time @ Movie Under the Stars. the show's great. weee. with free popcorn and candyfloss.


im lovin the arts more and more each day. (:



wee. youth fellowship laters. (x
Thursday, May 04, 2006
// ):

oh yes. today's the day that i finally took up a guitar again. thanks to vincent fer teachin me new stuff. (: gettin the hang of it alr.


but wth. jus when i reach out fer ma own guitar at home, i found out that the second string is on the verge of breakin. ahhhhh. how did it happen man! but anw. yes. that would mean i hafta get the string replaced.


$%^&*#$%^ ):
// yay

YAYYYYYYYY. i personally think salvo did well today. much betta den the previous time we performed at regatta.


THREE CHEERRRRS fer SALVO! (x

p/s: many told me we looked fierce. wahahhaa. thats xatness okay. :P you cant expect us to SMILE at you when we're playin right. its a serious piece! we'll look kuku if we show you a :D~

arts fest 2006



weeeeeee. some pics taken yesterday and today. im in gd mood you see. (x


arts fest 2006
sista and i. taken ytd. and we so happened to wear hairbands! heh heh.


arts fest 2006
thats niven. (:


arts fest 2006
ahahha. damn cute.


arts fest 2006
oh yes. this is one of ma fav shots. thanks von! exactly same angle and movement can! o.0


arts fest 2006
happy afta a gd job done. yay. business was havin vibrantlife event the same day. freeeee candy floss. biz sch rawks ma socks man.


arts fest 2006
maressa. sexy mama (x im gonna see you shake that arse tmr.


arts fest 2006
last pic of the day! pinwen and maself. lets play and SING. weeee.



BIG thanks to those who came down to watch the performance. we attracted the most crowd today. (x and derek, pls dont halfway skip lecture nex time. hoho.