// gross-ed up

i finally met up with ma dear mickeymouse sista, linda, today!

thats us, like 4 months back. lol. she's with short hair now! chic-lookin! and gosh.. seein her fer that 10 min was a great relief fer me. but hearin abt her SIP experience, and how disgustin her colleagues were to her, just hurts me. stupid ppl are really deemed stupid because they dont know when to shut their mouths.


they shld shut their mouths like forever can. and let those bateria/germs/horrible stench molecules just multiply like crazy till it rots up the whole head! (dont you know im a saddist at times? i dream of the impossible.) but then again, they have no control over their mouths so.. ignore me. BUT WHY DO SUCH MEAN PPL EVEN EXIST?


linda must have great tolerance level man, but somehow, i know she'll curse them like MAD in her heart! hahahaha.


but anyway, im glad we're like lookin towards the same direction afta we grad. woohoo. time to get jun updated. hope God makes a way fer us in this industry..


yaddayadda. its gonna be a jet-packed period till january ends. and ma SIP report is like 99% uncompleted when i've to submit it by 3rd jan? lol. otc will commence tmr, but i can join them only on friday? argh.


by the way, there's this very interestin variety show goin on on channel8! Fact or Fiction; hosted by kim ng and dennis chew(chongqing)! love it man. do check it out; http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/shows/variety/view/801/1/.html


i even emailed them some fwd mails regardin some facial mask made of grinded cockroaches! hahaha. excitin.. :D

// rainy daysss

have i ever told anyone that i love rainy days? =)


some dread it, because they often screw up plans/dates/outings. while some others dread it because they often bring about unknown blues, the pitter-patter melancholy..


well, i cant really explain why i like rainy days too. i'd feel the extra warmth from within somehow. perhaps, its the warm feelin of being sheltered and protected, the warm feelin of being loved, the warm feelin of knowin that you're not alone..


and while all these feelings continue amplifyin, the thankful heart goes chirppin happily givin everythin a whole enchilada.

it would be great if i had the company of scoopz icecream..

// motives/intentions

just typin this entry randomly, somethin more about maself..


many a times, i question about people's motives/intentions whenever they need ma help. im not pin-pointin at anyone/anythin at all right now.

(kindly click on the X situated at the top right hand corner of this window if you're not convinced..)


im just doin this randomly. so usually it goes.. why does so-and-so need ma help?

is it because..
> its an "along-the-way"/coincidental favor?
> i was in a better position to do it?
> he/she dont know how to go about doin it?
> his/her laziness?
> or his/her desires?


then, i went on settin this standard fer maself:
if an intention was never right, stop placin hope in developin it.


hahah. btw.. i decided to take napfa next month. lol. its the rainy season man. how to run 2.4 in such weather!?

yay. i got away from it, temporarily. hehe.





dear xxx,

if you were to read this, pls read it with an open mind. im really voicin out how i feel within..

the more we communicated, the more differences i saw between us. there are many times i've proved ma stand, but you never seem understand. not that you didnt try, but you just cant.

i understand what you're currently goin thru with your struggles in faith, i really do.

but at the same time, you're turnin me into a heartless person that i neva wanted to be.. people didnt understand why i was becomin so unconsiderate and unsympathetic towards you. but no one ever questioned why i was reactin this way, they only saw you as the victim. i felt really awful. i turned cold because givin a person false hopes is the last thing i'd ever wanna do. so pls retreat.

im gettin really uncomfortable and i hope you respect me more as a girl, as your sister-in-christ. and sometimes, things felt at heart shld be just kept within yourself. or if you have to say it out, know the right time to do so.

just remember.. eros love should be mutual. but the agape love is the sacrificial and redeemin love you shld be seekin fer at this point of your life.

yours sincerely,
jasmine

//

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LINDA!! =)
ahhhh sis! i miss you big time lahhh. i hope you're missin me much more than i know! just less than 2 more months and you're done with SIP! pls take care. *hugs*


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LI PING!! =)
sweeeetie! i miss you lots toooo. hope you're survivin well in SIP! take great care. *hugs*

also, to your twinnie...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LI ANG! =)

p/s: wanted to sms you girls. but i've lost all your contacts... so pls msg me if you see this.

// the big boys.

just when i was busy torturin da junwen about his excruciatin hunger, we digressed and thought of the happy times in zingo.. and needless to say, we missed this big character in our troupe very dearly.


"THEY MIGHT BE BIG BIG!!" roared mr aw.


"But can they do it?" questioned junwen and kazumi..


oh shucks. its all an internal joke. but anws, im just gonna blog this down because it'd seem especially funny to all zingo-ians. woo. have a great laugh. i've started this "AW THE BIG BOY" campaign like just 5 minutes ago.. hahahhaha.

and folks! the next time you happen to see the commercial on FEDEX, think of aw(the big boy); new ambassador of DHL okay! wahhaha.


OH NO OH NO. i gotta add this!! junwen sent this to me just a minute ago. LOL. choon will faint if he sees this. but no choice, who ask you to be aw's accomplice? *shrugs*

p/s: photos are edited by da junwen. i think he's dyin of excessive respiration now.

// performance @ vivocity!

here are some pictures of ZingO's last performance @ vivocity; PREMIERE SHOW of CURSE OF THE GOLDEN FLOWER! enjoy!

credits: ARTHUR =)

>>place cursor on photo fer captions!












yucks. blogger only allows 10 photos. whahaha. too bad..


but anyway, am glad this performance is over. i seriously think i gotta be more adaptive and flexible when it comes to actual performances.. still, i cant help but comment that the space given on that day was plain sucky..


i wished we'd one day reach the level whereby event organisers would give it all to us, like the adequate space needed fer us to move ard, proper welfare etc, and not havin US to compromise with what little they have. wahahha. but that would seriously mean hardwork, hardwork and more hardwork to build up this brand of ours; ZingO.


may we soar to greater heights..

//

BAH. ma hands are in very bad shape now.. see fer yourself. 18 unriped blisters. lol.



while watchin tv, i showed ma hands to ma brother..

me: kor, see my hand!
kor: WAH! like 30+ yrs old's hands. why like that?
me: drummin lor.
kor: *shakes head*


sad lahhhhh.


but dad's pretty impressed over ma arm muscles. doubly saddened, cuz i no longer suit cap-sleeved tops. =(


just hopin that those gained muscles will help me burn off more fats lah! hahh. btw, i find it hard to imagine that we actually can train fer 6 long hrs fer the past two saturdays.


may comin tues' performance be a really good one fer ALL of us. pls pls pls. and oh, from the pic below, you can tell how stressed up we are..


lol. you've got to have what it takes to be part of zingo man. they are the crappy mates i love. =)


tirin? very.. but that's the price you pay fer something called, passion.

p/s: i just had a haircut today! woo. its back to hairstylin and waxxxx. eeehah.


today's the 10th dec!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KRISTIN!! =)
loveeeeeee ya wormie. stay chirpy and noisy. above all, i doubly wish that you get over your "unhappiness" soooooon. i still want the same old you back.

// =)

i cant help but feel that im a very blessed girl.


despite all the trials and hard times.. i always happen to meet the right people at the right time. i wish God would bless me with such mentors at ma different stages of life.


a joyful soul in i've found in You! God, pls grant me this same joyful spirit thru the stressful 10 weeks im gonna face ahead!


and as much as i hate leeches, (ewww all black, slimmy, and ugly!) i do aspire to be like them in just ONE way; to clinggggg tightly to something they so believe in. fer me, its ma precious faith that i would never wanna let go..


roar. i wanna eat endamame now!! *growls*


add cute images to your photos like how jun had taught me ! sigh. i miss ma girlfriends..



can i enjoy campus life forever?..

// k750i, gone.

oh sighhhhhhhhhh.


visited bedok library less than an hour ago. went there with the intention of borrowin some books and find some useful resource.. but it all ended up with the careless me losin chris' k750i.


can you believe it? i only got to realise it afta i've finish photocopyin some articles. within 5 minutes, the phone (and ma kumakuma hp pouch) was gone. i hope kumakuma bites off the finger of that junkie. okay, im kiddin.


i wouldnt be that concern if it was ma phone! just spoken to chris, and she said its fine. but im feelin really bad about it, am thinkin of how to compensate..


then again, the date i'll be able to get a new phone is 6th dec. i'd be contactable soon. but its different this time round, no single contact is left. 2 months back, mum said she'd gett me a new phone, but now, i lost her number too. pls tell me im so damn screwed.


may the person holdin on to the k750i use it in peace..


i hate the fact that i've lost someone's stuff, hate the fact that im so bloody careless, hate the fact that i've lost ma kumakuma pouch.. >.< its a lesson learnt..

//

wahaha. sorry fer not updating. have been really busy right before school actually started.


i was away fer business trip again last monday to thurs! friday was ma last day, and 5 lovable jiejies took me out fer steamboat and ktv afta work! rawks lahhh. was super cranky that night, prolly cuz i slpt like 4am that mornin.. who cares. at least i got them all entertained. i know you all will miss all the jaw cramps when im gone.. =x


they asked if i was gonna miss them.. like a big fat duh okay! chris, shelby, sohchin, cally, pingnee and ma supervisor sereneeee. i think they are the only reason to why i miss EBS.


but anyhow. TODAY'S THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!


anticipated day, but.. the foolish me actually allowed a superficial nut to screw up ma day. keep stayin the way you are, and you'll prolly just find more ppl boycottin you.


i cant stand it you know! *pulls hair* i really dont hate her, and i jolly well know that im nobody to judge her. but sometimes, you just cant deny the presence of such disgustin individuals around you. her mannerisms and speech irks me. pesky intention and hypocritical nature. *shudders*


cant believe i felt DOWN on the first day of school! useless bum..


didnt bump into many familiar faces. but loads of unfamiliar ones in fact. hoho. i hope i get to see those happenin kakis in school sooooooooon!


shall end off with some photos from ma last KL trip!



>> chris, best mentor! =)



>> yes! i've watched HAPPY FEET!! hilarious session fer just RM9. but the audience were dead borin.. both chris and i suspect that they dont understand the jokes and accent in there. hah.



>> serene the salted fish!



>> those crazy timer shots.. haha..



>> the yummy drinks i had that 4 days! deserts were a MUST fer me. *fat lah!*


friends are questionin me whyyy i've such tough arms now. what else! drummin lah. gonna be a man very soon. wahhahah. *choy*




KAZUMI SURVIVED THRU SIP!!! =)