Tuesday, November 21, 2006
// perspective

hoho. tho im bloggin this late, i did remember monday, 20th nov, was his birthday:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JUNWEN! =)
you've been such a great senior to all of us in zingo. thanks fer all de patience granted, really appreciated it lots. i wonder how would zingo be like without you, aw, choon man. crappin mates, all gone! pls come back with your botak head next year, we'll all be anticipatin it. hahaha. best wishes fer this 20th yr!


sunday was a great day fer me! busy with all the decor stuff in church and choir thereafta! anddd i cant wait fer the upcomin evangelical meet this sat, 7pm! its basically fer new friends. am here sincerely invitin interested parties to ma church.. time to give some thoughts to your purpose in life! =)


(btw, we wont keep pesterin you to come our church if you're totally not ready to accept christ. just take this session as a thought-provokin one and you'll be able to learn alot. pls take ma word fer it.)



dinner was at eastcoast park, with totally furmished stomachs! just some shots with the kids, xinyi and tate. the two young kpo aunties on the block.



btw, have been readin this book; Learning at the Crossroads, recently. found it to be very helpful and encouragin. and i thought this might help you too:


"Every crossroad is NOT a crisis. And some crossroads become crisis only because of our perspective, or lack thereof. Sometimes we ask for God's guidance but dont really want it or seek to follow it - which is a form of hypocrisy."


doesnt it sound familiar to all of you christians out there? i find this to be so true. we often pray whenever we're stuck at a difficult problem, but when we know there's somethin we can/have to do, we dont wanna seek afta it. we just ask fer His guidance fer the mere sake of askin.


God, pls be gracious..

Friday, November 17, 2006
//

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!


i am home now becuz i didnt join the gurls fer bladin! im stuck at home with a faulty nose-tap! dread it lah. kept sneezin non-stop. feelin the strain on the poor nose. yea its in the process of restructurin into a sharper nose.. hahahahahhaa. =.=


whatever. this is call, ku zhong zuo le! (loosely translated: seekin happiness in sorrow) but seriously, it feels as tho im gonna cough ma organs out anytime. yea cuz its those cough + sneeze kinda sneezin.. if you know what i mean. but in any case, i guess maple's gonna be ma companion fer now..


i think sohchin should be maplin rite now, since she decided that she didnt wanna go becuz nobody can meet her @ bedok to go ECP togetha. haha. oh btw, lemme introduce ma 2 colleague-buddies of the week: shelby biebie and sohchin crappy!


this is shelby, who always burst out laughin wheneva she sees me:


this is crappy, and im her fellow corny. we're said to be alike in many ways. lol. equally crappy i'd say:



how i wish tomorrow was a next week's monday! so i can take MC! wahaha. then i can have four weekend days brought forward to next week!


BAH! think too much i know. but i just wanna train well tomorrow lah, and enjoy ma sunday @ church.. but at the current state im in, HOW TO..? i dont wanna skip trainin, so pls pray fer me! i wanna sit in the holy temple with a clear and sound mind, pls double pray fer me!


the photo specially taken fer this entry:


hahahha. so tell me did ma nose got sharper?? =P *sniffs*



oh, before i forget, here's fer the poor booboo recruit!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANDREW!! =)
heyya dont sulk over roadmarches and the sucky life in ns lah.. time will pass by sooner than you know! so how's your mailbox? garang's back in action in floodin you know. hahahaha. tk care lots eh! =)
Thursday, November 16, 2006
// updatess

long long day! 11 more workin days to go! =) SIP finally seemed like a breeze. *hair flies* lol.


i forgot what i wanted to blog about. but here are just some recent happenings:


sunday (12/11) -

afta church, some of us went to VIVOcity, just to witness how majestic the gospel ship -- MVdoulos was. cool huh! gospel ship! yea you heard it. there was even a bookfair on board. fished quite a number of good books. am readin with spiritual caution. haha. unforgetable experience, even tho the fair did seem pretty normal. =)



met up with wormies thereafta. had our dinner @ delifrance bristro. all worth it.. =)







nothin much to elaborate but it was definitely anotha enjoyable, wormyful day! we just cant get enough of us! time always fly pass fasta than it usually does whenever we're togetha. =/

as much as i dont seem to care, i really wished you'd step out and untie this complicated knot yourself. i dont believe in sympathy when it comes to BGRs, and that i shld accomodate to unreasonable swings when we hardly have a get-together. im puttin a tough front hopin that it'll train you to be stronger. so show it to him, show it to us all who are proud of you. its not easy, we all know. but pls remember those who love you.



today is... thursday! yes yes. tuition day! was walkin to ma students house and i couldnt take ma eyes off this woman's back!


check out the curvessssss! im sorry. really didnt mean to be rude, im just awed by her figure.. *-* *saves comments to maself*



today's lesson can faint flat lah. you know there has been all these "car bang dog, dog die. i cry." kinda compositions circulatin via email quite some time back? i got it first hand man, from ma dear student alicia.

marked halfway and i couldnt take it already. so i took a picture of it. maybe its meant to be a stress reliever fer me. hahaha.


btw, the followin isnt ma maple character. its sohchin's. but shelby and sohchin thinks twinstar22 frowns like ME. what say you?



not sure huh? okay i'll frown fer you next time okay. hahah. maple maple! every friday's a maple day! =P


shelby and pingnee gonna teach me bladin tomorrow! hopin i can get the hang of it fast. SOOOOOOOO.. i can go blade with miss gracey! =) weee!


im gonna end this entry with very very dear birthday wishes fer..


TAN SHU JUAN!!!
*hugs* hey nonsense. sincere birthday wishes from your dear me! lets ace when we get back school! no more pontang-ing of lectures and tutorials!! we can do it cuz we are in this togetha! right here wishin you a very blessed 19th. (oh so you mean you're actually younger than me?!) hahahha. btw, i hope those scars you hate so much will go away too! i just want you to be a happy you. =)


and actually in less than a hour's time.. it'd be his birthday too!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KERSON! =)
hope you're doin well in NS, mr commando! i cant count the amount of promises that you haven fufil. haha. but i can understand.. im gettin so immuned to it already. enjoy your busy life! with much loves, wishin you a blessed 22nd birthday. take care! =)

Monday, November 13, 2006
//

man. this is bad.


DEAR FRIENDS who are readin this, sms me to lemme know of your numbers! ma phone crashed lah. went to samsung customer centre today, and the person said those data were unretrieveable. well basically, i didnt lose ALL contacts bcuz i still had SIM card. but apparently, i've lost MOST.. esp poly friends + ppl whom i just know fer less than 2 yrs.

so thanks huh. SMS ME.


AND BEFORE I IGNORE YOU, DO IT NOW PLS.
Friday, November 10, 2006
//

there goes..


i hereby pronoun the official death of ma dearest E810C. =(


it actually failed me in less than 2 yrs. oh sigh. time to get a new phone. im gonna boycott samsung products fer good. currently usin a spare phone from chris.. but i cant use it at ease until i get the charger from cally.


anyway! next monday is chris' bday. she'll be away durin her bday week. =/ so this was her early piggie surprise. haha. friday night out with them were FUN! but they spent more time laughin at me, esp shelby. =(


but it was ma first time seein her laugh so much. somehow.. i felt happy deep inside me too. =)



> happy bday chris! *loves from cally, pingnee, serene & me! ^^


***

know smthg.. ma student lied to me.


she din had sch yesterday, and i asked why. she said she didnt know. based on common sense, i thought that it was meant to be a marking day (like how it used to be during those pri sch days)


but she told me it wasnt, and she had already gotten her papers back. oh yea cool! primary sch teachers are so efficient these days.


of course, i asked her bout her results in anticipation. she shrugged and told me she didnt know. i thought this was absurd man. but what was amazing bout this whole thing was that i did not doubt her from the start. the thought her tellin a lie had never come across ma mind at all. as impossible as it sounded, i still believe that she could have forgotten her marks. so all i could do was to wait fer her mum to return home so i could get to the bottom of the matter.


i finally knew what happened. she failed.


i sensed disappointment from her parents. frankly speaking, i was at a loss and didnt know how to deal with the situation. i just looked at alicia blankly.


i thought of what more i could possibly do fer lil alicia. but i also told maself this, im givin maself a grace of 6 months, but then again, im unsure of her mum's grace period fer me.


i hope parents can be understanding enough to know that passing grades dont come by instantly, and its not solely based on a tuition teacher's effort in supervising the kid's progress.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
// rebuilt.

=)


to those whom were puzzled, worried, concern over ma past entry.. no worries. im fine as i am.


christians should bear in mind that God allow trials in His children's life, and im convicted of where ma source of strength is from.


for clarification purpose with regards to last entry..


what made it so personal was because i saw maself goin closer to God once again. on the other hand, i cried because i saw someone dear to me so heart-shattered.. and we know that by our own means, we cant do much but only pray.


i witness how God spoke to us yesterday, and she was sitted right beside me. utterly amazed. we smiled and left xian house that night with rebuilt faith.


rochor beancurd night wrapped up the day, very well. =) =) =)


love it lah. *grins*



just as ppl questioned why God hardened the pharaoh's heart to deny christ.. i learnt that:


"God dont inject evil thoughts into man to harden their hearts, for our God is pure and righteous. God just didnt show enough mercy to them."



..kazumi is part of His wonderful plan..




i'll be back with ma alohas. =)
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
// My all in ALL..

gettin personal. ma 2nd turnin point.


God never fails to awe me with His realism and greatness. Jesus, you are my all in all..


You are the treasure that I seek,
You are my all in all.
Seeking You as a precious jewel,
Lord to give up I'd be a fool,
You are my all in all.

Jesus, Lamb of God - worthy is Your name.
Jesus, Lamb of God - worthy is Your name.

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame,
Rising again, I bless Your name,
You are my all in all.
When I fall down, You pick me up,
When I am dry You fill my cup,
You are my all in all.



its been a long time. i cried so hard that night and i couldnt even understand why.. and Lord, you were the only one by my side..


pls deliever us thru this period of tough times. Father, i know you have a great plan behind all these that happened. may you add strength unto the oppressed, may you grant us greater faith to withstand trials, and may you show mercy to this house of yours that we're servin in..