Monday, May 28, 2007
// time to move on

im fine... im alright.. thanks to all who showed so much concern.


have been slpin lil lately. and it was a long day fer me. but havin said that, i still love ma dental job! the people there are so nice. i even told angie that i have no intentions to quit, even if i were to get a full-time perm job.


haha. but well, who will know what lies in the future. its just a wish to stay at a nice workin environment. haha. tho i think i like the place, its still wise fer me to stay there as a part-timer. becus..... i just feel that i cant see too much of "gruesome" stuff. gosh, first patient of the day today: wisdom tooth extraction operation.


freak gross i tell you. slice out your gums and pull that biggest tooth of yours outta your mouth. muhahah. thank God i was asked to pick up calls instead. lol.


i started personifyin mouths as construction sites fer dentists. dont ask me why.


btw, i have a new student now. p2, named colin. lol. he plays maple and DS! but hates to study chinese and english. oh man. i need wisdom from God to teach!


alrite! kazumi's info bite for today! im gettin addicted to flossin ma teeth! and i get quite excited when it bleeds.


if you think im a saddist, you are oh-so-wrong.


if your gum bleeds when you floss or brush, continue the act. because the bleedin actually tells you that your gums arent v healthy bcus plague is startin to attack the gums/teeth. so if you dont do proper oral cleanin by removin those plague, the walls of the gums will soon break down, and your teeth will start to get shaky and eventually, it'll drop out!


myth #1: "flossin creates gap and small holes between the teeth." this is wrong. the holes are created by plague, not the poor floss who aided you in removin those nasty plague!


lalala. so floss k. smile when it bleeds. becus its still not to late fer you to realise!


angie told me to pass this msg to ma family. but ma dad's wearin dentures, so i ought to pass to readers instead! hehe.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
// in His time..

last mornin at 3 plus.. i was still awake, talkin to linggie regardin some stuff.


but never did i know, at this v period... someone left me, forever.


ma 15 yr-old cousin passed away. dad called me at 7 plus while i was still in bed, cryin as he broke the news to me. shocking news i know. i was very taken aback by it too. felt really blank the entire day, at home, thru work. until i reached his funeral place, i called one of ma sis in christ, then i started crying.


i knew i needed to talk to someone, tho i made a prayer right after the tele-conversation with dad this mornin; that God is still takin charge and that qiang has left in His time.. i cried becus.. after feelin jaded fer so long. i came to realise he's really gone.. as in i will never ever get to see him agn. not even in heaven..


there at the funeral were idols, paper money, huge paper house, everything in paper. but what did they actually meant?


all of us were sad, but so what..


in Your time, in Your hand, in Your will..
Thursday, May 24, 2007
// my graduation..

graduation pics; taken on 22nd may. (:



>> my twin!



>> yea i meant that bear.. hehe. a gift from the sisters! same color code somemore!



>> yay. karen and jingting. thanks fer attendin ma grad ceremony; thanks fer everything too. :D



>> proud to be a graduand from TP marketing!



>> the charmin course manager; dr anold tan. he still remembers ma name! HAHAHAHA.



>> fellow coursemates! hong, eliz, laymin, maself, teck. (:



>> the dale, the chip! chip & dale! *pose*



>> best proj mates in yr 2. we are so proud of edwinaaaaa~ the silver medalist! :D



>> serene, juan, maself, jess. coursemates whom i only got closer to when we were in yr 3.. better late then never. (:



>> officially graduated!


ma two sisters suggested that we shld go somewhere else to take more photos of me in graduation robe. lol. and chosen spot was... esplanade!



>> jingting and maself. (:



>> loveeee you two. (x



>> this pic is like so, "weeeeeee freeedom!" hahaha. or maybe not. its the harrypotterish-lookin me showin some magic; makin ma blog url float above ma hand.



>> jing looks glammm here. *winkwink*


and so we.. ate yummy yummy porridge and jing's fav goreng pisang, went esplanade to take photos, suntec window-shoppin, starbucks and more photos along the way. thanks fer the wonderful day! ^^


>> sisters in christ!


still prayin fer a path ahead.. but in any case, im glad to have graduated. at least i must thank God that i need not stay back fer another semester havin to retake failed modules. tho i haven seen any Zs in ma transcript.....


hmm. lets stand on the more positive side and say, at least i dun have any Ds! haha. okay pls just lemme console maself a lil pls. shh.




in Your guidance i seek, in Your will i trek.
Monday, May 21, 2007
// teach me how to love.

pls tell me do i really have to lose maself just because theres someone out there who's so insensible, so young, so naive, so childish, wanting to be like me?


when will this ever end.. im so sick of bearin all these when non of these should have been ma fault.


the fact is that there is nth i can do to stop her. neither can you guys stop me from being the jasmine i always am, when i wasnt even wrong in the first place. you people just never knew how much i've always been wanting to influence her in a positive way.
but why not you ppl acknowledge the nature in her, before cautionin me of what to do?!


personal grooming, wanting to look good, was never wrong, so she did make it wrong for me in this case. is that so? even if i were to be disfigured one day, do you think she'll continue look up to me? THINK pls. im helpless as you all can be, and i care for her like how you guys care for her as well.



Lord, pls teach me how to love again..


p/s: just needed a place to vent out unreasonable frustrations. dont ask me more abt it. thanks.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
// R project

R project 07 was fun! :D


its actually this fashion runway show done by RJC (yea, you got it. raffles jc) students, to raise funds fer one of the charitable organisations (specifically fer eating disorders i think). and they actually designed their own fashion apparels! some of them were really really nice. totally breaks the sterotyped perception (that they are mostly geeks! hehe!) on these elite school students!


splash (a cosmetic brand) was one of the event's sponsors, and they actually had this collaboration with UBI, engagin the students' help in doing makeup! :D


it was damn fun lah! love creative makeup! (though it was pretty tirin; havin to bend alot due to the lousy chairs and horrible lightings in their dance studio.) still, am hopin there'd be more of such events to come!


the photos you see are the models i've done on, and basic eye makeup on a guy. (but nth v special, so i din take a photo of him.) as seen, the makeup were quite dramatic, but they'll look v good on stage, with all the strong lightings and all. i think the model with the tube top looks eurasian after all the makeup!


but sorry, lemme digress a lil. rjc has quite a few eyecandies! hahaha. (trust kazumi's taste. i seldom have eyecandies myself.) hmm perhaps, i went with a mental block that i wont be seein any. oh wells.


anyways, they're only like 1 or 2 yrs younger than me? lol. they were damn surprised that im 20 this yr. BECAUSE, im only known as a makeup artiste to them, not just some student of a beauty school. hahaha.



"yea im 20 this yr. just graduated from temasek poly."
"oh wow! thats damn cool!"


FASHION MAKEUP. I LIKE.
Monday, May 14, 2007
// :D

alrighty. this is a update upon request. hahaha. nah. actually, theres just nth much i could blog about or update on.


anyways.. ma week had been great. besides ma dental job, i also took up some data-entry job with pong and steph on the 9th and 10th. woooo. i've always enjoyed workin with friends. but sadly, i dont usually have such opportunity all the time.



>> stephie, maself and angel (the humongous stupong). pls lah. you need a singapore map badly.


>> pong and steph!



>> sweet thing accompanied me to kill some time before ma class! :)



>> really huge bananas.


i remember bloggin about ma makeup instructor, leslie, and how much admired him, aspirin to be like him one day. yes? hahahha. here he is! :)


1.2k in just one day is amazing lah. (haa. fer a TVC shoot!) o.O but well, i believe it took him lotsa effort and hardwork to get to where he is today.. he's v nice. just that he loves being sarcastic at times, but thankfully, in a haha-funny way. lol.


>> shifu :D



>> hehe. lovin anna lots. :)


wooo. its MOTHERS' DAY today! had a joyfully fantastic day servin in church. glad to see lester agn! hope you had a great time today..


>> some pretty yam cake from breadtalk. i just loveee breadtalk can.



>> surrounded by flowersss. :)



>> spiritual mothers. :)



>> love in christ.. :)



>> white lilies; super nice aye. you wont believe its done by someone with no prior floral arrangement knowledge! God's grace and the talents He give are just amazing.



>> may my service to You be like this pretty lily. cheery and genuine.


night was dinner @ siglap's cartel! lol. one of our hotspots, yet again. but honestly, cartel's service is gettin from bad to worse. nonetheless, we had our mother's wish to fufil! and of all things, i think this made her happy the most! i pray fer a speedy recovery fer your two feet! :(


>> aunty kemmy's fav haagen daaz icecream! slurps.



>> hahah. SIC! everythin made positive in christ.



ehhh. i know many ppl are wonderin what on earth is "green tea caramel corn"! well, here it is!..


>> ps' daiso currently has no stock of it! booo. :(



your mother's day would be meaningless to me even if i were to spent it with you. pls come back on the right path soon.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
// my star.

sigh. self-inflicted complications.


bah anyway. below is a splendourous emoemo song. an extract clip from movie; 200 pounds beauty. i believed those who watched it enjoyed it. 4.5/5 stars! (the movie claimed that its ticket sales broke my sassy girl's record in korea..) but well, i still love my sassy girl anyway! one of the favourite ones..





byul (star) - translated, full version

the wind comes rattling gently on the windows,
and over my small room,
the sky was filled with stars,
there were countless of them, shining brightly,
they reassured a tired me,
wiping away the many tears that are deep inside me

"don't be so sad.. "
they hugged me tight, pampered me and comforted me,
telling me to go to sleep

though i'm exhausted to the extend where i can no longer walk,
though tears are blurring my vision,
i'll still smile in front of my love that i'm not able to get

even though our happy times were short,
i'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

my dream is coming.
though it's unusual that the one star of mine could be so bright,
it was really bright, very bright..
that it rests on my shoulder
"stop being so sad.. "
it held my hand as it touched me, giving me a warm hug

only for today, i wont cry
though my eyes are now filled with tears
i want to smile like those stars
oh~ i want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever





woo. i am so gonna learn this up!


teach me how to feel again..
Friday, May 04, 2007
// makeup career

i seriously think long breaks are doing me no good.


but then again, i cant possibly take up a full-time job before i officially graduate from UBI. i hope i get to have more workin days soon. well basically, to earn an extra income to cover up ma course fees.. ):


im quite excited abt being a makeup artiste actually. friends are happy fer me and i know im feelin happy too. huhu. i somehow wanna become like leslie (ma coach) someday. he works as an instructor, plus he's workin freelance. but most importantly, i think he's seriously damn skilled.


he hasnt bought makeup products fer v long alr, because all his makeup are usually gifts from his clients. tsktsk.


okay. im inspired.


but yes, all ma benefits and good things are not outta God. may i be that awesome makeup artiste who glorifies God's name. :) :) :)


>> anna; ma fellow classmate and also ma beloved sis-in-christ. :)


yup chums, im doin fine in ma current makeup class. thanks fer all the concern!


a purpose-driven life fer Christ..



its 4th may today,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAYBELLE!! :D
kazumi lovessss you, v much.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
// scythia outings.

this is PART 2!


i've never been in such an enthu empire (like SCYTHIA) with their never-ending outings!! lol. am postin some photos from 2 of the many outings..


SCYTHIA DINNER to GEYLANG


>> lol. emos. nuff said.



>> the emo boss; nice-to-bully ahbeng boss.



>> lovelies; lingyu and jacq. :)



>> the 2 KCs; both KCs are nice. :)



>> the magician of scythia who facinates many!



>> yay. one big family. this is the turnout rate fer a last-minute dinner. 30+ attended..



>> headin home! the east gang.


ECP outing /parkway dinner on LABOURDAY.


>> elise! a v sweet freshie. :)



>> 1st stop was scoopz, 2nd was venezia! :P



>> a mixture of workshop and camp freshies! :) :)



>> lol. eugene from HTM.



>> a portion of scythia GLs!! :) :)



>> weee. adorable serene! :D



>> all ma freshies. :)



>> known each other since krypton days! i din know this mountain nick i started could come sucha long way with him. lol.



>> emoemo eugene; junior in bsg. :) (and you better join marketing!)


poor maybelle is sick. pls tk care of yourself k. miss you.


yawns. -o-


btw, ma job as a dentist assistant is no joke k. totally new environment with many many things to learn and remember. /:


emmanuel.