// initial D

finally watched InitialD today; had ma classmates like edwina, yy, jas, david, paul, alvin wid me.


it was such great coindence dat fellow neon peeps were sittin jus infront of us!! (:


i think da show's quite cool.. elements of humour, romance and excitement. and though it wasnt very much like de anime.. but weees. jaychou! *melts. (x some might say he cant act. BUT takumi's role IS like dat! takumi in anime is those shyshy, a lil stonestone type. bahhh jay hen ke ai; i likeee! and of cuz those songs he composed fer ID were great.


needless to say, edison was da eyecandy of all. but jus wanna refrain maself from sayin "he's oh-so-freakin-cuteee"(x546703848069 times) cuz many young bimbotic act-cute gurls keep doin dat now. NO DOUBT he IS really cute la. walao. i've gotten your point and i noe it maself, so can you pls shuddup?


HAHAHA. oh nvm me. hey! i think ben looks a lil like edison! x: woots.


neways, i think bunta and itsuki were good. those guys acted their roles well.. and since when ryosuke became so kpo in initial D!? /: AND monstar became monster. zz.


enuff of ID. but fer those who hvn watch, watch it! (: a 8/10 fer them.


hmmm wont be bloggin till ma termtests are over! comin online and NOT studyin is a great temptation to meeee. grrr.


till den! ja ne. >.<

// demoralised.

sociology quizzes are borin me.

termtests are addin stress unto me.

feedback fer questionaire disappointed me.

spsstest jus demoralised me.


oh anyhowww, sometimes i admire maself fer being able to shake saddenin moments off me so quickly. sheesh. (x


it was God! (:

termtests. im wonderin how am i gonna pass well. i need dat discipline to study. why are first sems alwaes so screwed? grrr.

back to socio quiz! *yawns.


"not meant to be mine."

// i miss him?

lalala. to stop maself frm feelin idiotic.


i went to grace's hse today afta church. HAHAHA. yays! and i got all pics uploaded! >.<


nvm bout nex time. im jus glad fer NOW. lol.


edwina town-ed wid me today. mainpurpose was to see jerry's singin competition la. wees~ prolly cuz he said he wanted to see me. hurhur.


oh anyhow. im tired! (:


**


replies*
ahtan:: tio la. all also good. -.=
drewz:: i must thank God fer i wasnt your subcomm man! x: ehh maincomm position not fer slackin one la. *shakes drewz vigourously. WAKE UP.
bum:: er serial port! sighh.
dd:: woots tattie! im doin fine (:
linggie:: hahaha. ya baddd. wayyyy bad. *slaps forehead.

// idiot.

BAHHHH!!


i feel like an idiot now.


da freakin samsung cable which i got at 50bucks cant be plugged into ma laptop.


kill me. fer im sucha idiot. *pullshair-

// sunshine is back

rainbow is back! (:


why i say dat? obviously i was feelin good todayy! duhhh.


oh wells. but was damn saddenin when lena((ma senior)) came tellin me; sayin lecturers told her dat current marketin yr2s are not doin well. like wad da.. they din even had tests to assess our results and they jus perceive we arent doin well.


maybe its true. we are tryin. and we need time. its jus like 4 weeks and you expect us to be those kinda marketin students you think we ought to be? we need time la. time to inculcate a new habit. time to settle down. time to register wad you kukus have taught la. complain complain complain.


!@#$%@#$%^&


desilva is postin a challenge to all marketin students. he wans to see if yr1 retail mgmt students will beat us in terms of results.


zz. *yawns. -.=


but well. im takin all these shit positively. to motivate me to study. to keep wagin tongues SHUT. and to motivate ma fellow coursemates. so..


STOP PLAYIN ALREADY!


yays! 3 confidants (:

// happy endin

wees. had meetin @ lounge today..


glad to see ppl like alv, tan & stacie once again. hahaha.. tpsu_advisors@gmail.com X:


committee has decided their 13th member. yipyaoming. congrates.. and thanks fer your extravagant speech.


dat aside. oh yeaa. appointment of candidates! ive gotten publication secretary post. (:


wads more fun is.. ANDREW IS MA ASSISTANT. wahhaha. wid his short speech about his GOOD COMMAND OF ENGLISH. *lmao xD actually, i'd take it as a bonus wid him as ma assistant cuz he was previously da publication secretary? no doubt hes quite slack and stuff.. but i think he has much more experience den i do. so im lookin forward to learn new things frm him.


drewww. pls dun slack again this yr okay! i remember you speakin abt your commitment lvl blabla when you were goin fer finance post! i demand da same lvl of enthusiasm fer publications as well!


teach me well okay.


gurls, i noe you all will do a gd job.

// weeees (:

typin into this blankkkk space cuz..


ive nothin to do! hahaha. yays. i jus finished ma spsstest; waitin fer da rest to finishhhh.


pls dun lemme fail! >.<


wads da matta wid youuu..


kazumiii! jus remember NEVER to compromise your faith!

// messed up life.

projects, tests, quizzes.

):

I SERIOUSLY NEED BETTA TIME MANAGEMENT!! >.<

// iq test.

somethin interestin.. (;

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Above Average

replies*
yy:: no i wasnt referin to you. im jus quotin wad you taught me. [x
chuan:: -.- hahaa. suan all you all wan durin lectures la! >.<
flannery:: thanks. workhard fer INTSC too. (:
teddy:: HAHA. happenin? yaya. thanks ar.
ahtan:: wapiang eh. gimme a break pls tan..
blackite:: ? whos datt! /:

...kazumi. 1:08 AM

// updatess.

woos. pck musical - 180605//saturday. wasnt as bad as wad reviews said. gurmit singh is truly an admirable man.

weees. missed wormies.. miss those secondary sch timess. /: had some catchin up wid shuyan bfore meetin up wid da rest..


*wormies ((one missin-)) eilin;shuyan;kazumi;sarah (: *hugs.

**

chairperson fer children worship today! wees. thank God everythin's over.. jus prayin fer those kids dat they'll have more self-discipline in future. tough job disciplinin kids man; no doubt i love them. or maybe i shld say.. i love them; dats why i have to teach them!

went fer bowlin wid ma churchmates afta fatha's day lunch today. was a pity ma dad wasnt wid us again. has money taken over God in his heart? i noe he cares fer me and wans to provide all ma needs. never did he noe wad im lackin is not material needs; but dat kinda spiritual atmosphere in our home. i jus wish he could leave this bondage of sin. ppl are too comfortable livin in their "hedonistic self", till they refuse to break free.

oh nvm. back to bowlin.

our elders who went bowlin wid us were bigtime pros man. *salutes. makan-ed at laupasak. weees. food were freakin spicyy. >.<

kaos. maybe im damn broke today? offerin here and there. haha. but i noe where ma money has gone to! ma heavenly home! (:

bahh. lack of slp.. AND!!

IM BEING HAUNTED fer da PAST FEW DAYS; by some kuku codenamed AHTAN! spareeee me la! *wails.

**

i love him but i nv knew how to say it,
he loves me but doesnt noe i love him jus as much.
i may not be da most understandin daughter..
but wheneva i see him so weak,
i really wish dat God would strengthen his faith.

moments of agitation, da implusive me.
God is buildin ma patience,
so pls bear wid me..

words written here dat he nv will noe..
but this is really wads in me.

i love you, daddy. happy fathers' day..

// you noe nth..

i jus dun like it when ppl dun practise wad they preach.

you tell othas their flaws when you have them youself? yea and if you've read da first sentence properly, i mentioned "dun like", not dat i cant accept yourrr critics. im not such intolerable person.

sometimes ppl jus have to think wad they've gotta say.

or maybe, its jus human nature. but i'm alwaes refrainin maself from tellin othas in da face abt this; cuz eventually i'll bcome one of them. and..

DATS WHY IM BLOGGIN! >.<

"only if you're gd enuf, if not say nth."

she finally realised there were cracks.. but dat lil she know.. was dogmatic.

-ppl can treat wad i've blogged jus about as bullshit or words to you dat makesnosense. but ultimately, ma motive is to let ppl ponderrr.. "dun carry an expensive brain wid you la.."-

// thankyouu.

kazumi singsss!

i say thankyou! i say thankyou!
i say thankyou! thankyou! thankyou~~
i say thankyou widda big smileee (:
i say thankyouuu to ALL OF YOU!

thank you all who made it possible fer me to have a chance to serve in TPSU!


"blessin you from maincomm."

HAHA.

//

mornin lecture was cancelled. like wad the..

guess dat was as good cuz we had time to start on wid our proj and not do it afta sch! *yipeee. >.<

i enjoy workin wid da current grpmates.. co-operative peeps, willin to work and share ideas.

jasmine, yy, edwina, diyana & kazumi! (: a lil happenin in library afta everythin has been pretty much tidied up..

jasmine: eh jasmine, how mani ex bfs you had bfore?
me: 1. [[no response.]]

*jasmine asks yy.
yy:3. [[some response like "wah" or smth.]]

*kazumi asks jasmine.
jasmine: 6. [[all of us went "WAH!"]]

*jasmine asks edwina.
edwina: 3 [[reponse like "woooo~"]]

*kazumi asks diyana.
diana: duno, lost count alr. [[all of us went "WAHHHH!!" and luffed like stupongs.]]

hahaha. stupong yy was teachin da rest "yr of da yao" face. lol.. damn spastic. but 5 of us actually did it togetha! *slaps forehead.

classmates are gettin seemingly interestin.. somehow, im likin ma class more each dayyy.. funny ppl! thankin God fer dat. (:

**

went shoppin wid edwina, jas & david afta lunchin. they make great shoppin pals man; yesss, includin david!! though he keep makin himself sound like so cheapo.

SHOPPIN. spent almost 200bucks today.

mickeybag. a dress. 2 cardigans (or wadeva you call dat). mickeytop. rainbow acces. blahblah.

i hope ma dad doesnt kill me.

HAHA. like he will..

// blessed in Him

givin thanks..

givin thanks; fer He saved ma soul.
givin thanks; fer He allowed me to go thru trials and sorrows.
givin thanks; fer He put ma soul at rest once again.
givin thanks; fer He let me see frenship beyond superficiality.
givin thanks; fer He granted me genuine frens.
givin thanks; fer He is ma only fortress.

and under His wings, i shall enjoy peace..

givin thanks to da Lord fer He has been good to me all this while..

i seem to love kids more each day.. may God grant me all da patience i need in copin wid da young seedlings in church!

da reason i live is to worship You..

// ma sista.

i gotta noe somethin new. it made me cry again. i jus hate dat terrible feelin..

thanks yy. thanks gf. thanks chuan.

thanks.. linda. LINDA! ma mickeymouse sista. ma heart broke when tat msg-ed me, sayin dat she cried in class cuz she missed me. togetha wid dis mms..



:/ silly ger. i miss her so muchhh. i hate TAS laaa! ):

and thanks to tat and alan.. who brought me a "surprise" today! (:

hurhur. lynnlynn was back! hugged each otha so titely loes. and janet was back too! *shan1.liang4.san1.yan3.mei4* -blinkblink- clifton was back too..

had an "updatin session". cried. hugged. laughed.

shes da buddie i love being wid most; da one who listens and understands; a fren whom i'll treasure fer life.. thanks fer everythin, sis. *love you till i die.


*lynnlynn & kazumi as SLs. -mickeymouse.sistas-

**

"last dinner" wid hanwei togetha wid yizhen, pq, james, yy, ling, wes, tat, jiayi, alan, flan, shawn, clifton.

stupong hanwoiii. his mannerisms and da way he talk jus makes me luf nonstop. >.<

i will miss his spasticness. bro, do tk care of yourself in NS.

had fun takin spastic pics. will be postin them soon..

you've broke dat bottle-full of trust; and built a wall btwn us..
ma heart jus ached like nv before.

// hanwei.

was up at lounge and.. someone msged me!

oh hanwei! dearest mmc president. he went..

"f*** you mmc bitches and bastards! yall left such a deep impression in me! hope i dun weep again when i enlist on fri.. gonna miss all of ya! thx 4 bringin joy to my life."

...

loss fer words. ma eyes grew wateryy..

dapang! mmc will miss you.. we will, definitely. you're da one who made us laugh till we cry la, retard.

your pranks, your jokes, your spasm, your retardedness, your laughter, your mannerisms, YOU. -your mmc-

thanks.. *tears.

****

jus fer you guys who wanna hear de legend of mmc;
it all started durin SL camp. had our lunch and headed to sports hall in a grp to take our belongings or duno wad. (cant really remember. x;)

den hanwei started sittin on da stage; jus like wad maincomms alwaes do. played ard wid da mike and cracked jokes. den da grp started joinin him and sat on da stage as well.

all of us; esp those in SU. imitated maincomms like as though we were really de maincomms. and actin as if there was a big grp of ppl sittin in front of us when there's actually nobody..

den he said, "maybe we are da maincomms now. *doin his funny hand actions* we can call ourselves maincomm of da maincomms. (da oh so powerful mmc)" all of us practically luff our asses off.

one guy walked in da hall.. hanwei spoke usin da mike "eh boy, why are you late? pls gimme your best cheer if you wanna join in." *acts serious.

da boy was our fellow SL la. so there, we luffed till we went bonkers. and started this clique, MMC (main main comm; which meant maincomm of da maincomms. yes, we're de ultimate.)

on our way to biz sch fer briefin.. widda big grp of 10+ ppl, we cheered..

M M M M C *clapclapclapclap*
C *clapclapclapclap
C *clapclapclapclap
(repeatedly)

everyone sittin in da LT turned and looked at us wid a puzzled face. *giggles.

from then.. we started subcomm recruitment, subsubcomm recruitment.

wanna join us?

tan koo koooooo (: maybe as subcomms, yes.

hanwei.tatming.angel.jasmine.yiling.james.alan.MMC-

// :/

am i not updatin ma blog regularlyyy? :/ sometimes.. i jus feel dat i cant be bothered cuz no one bothers.

anyway im back bloggin again. (:

funfilled day wid church youths doin up our banners fer upcomin evangelistic meet. im lookin forward to it.

election's comin; 20++ ppl fightin fer 13 places. im quite scared actually. but.. seriously i need to thank those ppl who gave me all de support i needed.

mmc, ma vsgf, blablabla. ma potential voters! hahaha. thanks ppl. (: