// >.<

wonderin why im stil up at this ungodly hour?


i maself wonder too.. haha. jus finished packin. bfore dat i was chattin wid drewz (whom i used to call him brotha booboo) over msn, reminiscin da past.


i remember..

freshmen workshop, how i got psycho-ed in to students' union subcomm by alv ting, how i got interviewed by guang and drew, how i often got teased, SU company/clique, how often all of us stayed over at lounge fer Singapore Idol sessions, da never endin scandalous stories, 24-CUs lounge duties, signin up fer practically every event, slackin sessions at starbucks, makan sessions, stay-overs, movie marathons, memorable camps with unforgettable characters (allow me to quote: utba? caveman? dragqueens?)..

da lists jus goes on and on!



year 1 days, subcomm days; da best times i had in poly. so fun, so happenin.. (:



a cliche forwarded msg on 23082004 i've seen fer umpteen times, appeared so exceptional to me.. all bcuz it was from you.





ludicrousness.

i deserve to be swat. okay im off to slp. nites.

// blues

unknown blues.
perplexin blues.
capricious blues.
frivolous blues.


#$^&*()*&^%$#$


OTC commencin tmr! 28-30dec. quite juiced up by it.. (: hoho. miss me ppl.


take those blues away!


this is such an emotional song..

// christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE.. (:


spent da earlier part of christmas eve doin shoppin!


woke up late today. supposed to meet grace at 11am but i woke up at 10.58am. x: so i asked her to come over ma hse first. hoho. its good stayin sooooo near bedok interchange. tralala. :D








oh ya, i bought this necklace on friday. cute rite? you betta say its nice, 30bucks okay. =.= but i really like it.





had lunch at sumohouse, yes again. hahaha. told you it was our favourite eatin place!





travelled to bugis afta dat. woo..





tadah! ma favourite drink; apple ice with watermelon toppin from Rockery. *slurps*





ma world, ma world! >.<





crazy shoppers!





whoops. we left da place at 4.. cuz we both had christmas carollin at nite! lalala.


bfore we set off.. took pics wid ma fav baby. cuz he looked and felt like a lil lamb today. hahahah. mao mao de. kept rubbin his stomach. :D








went to 3 families today. carol-ed from 8-12. okay lah, wasnt as exhaustin as last yr though. really hope dat da christmas message touched the hearts of those who heard it.


sigh. till now, i stil have this huge burden of bringin ma frens to christ. ppl who noe me shld noe dat im not a person who "hard-sells" christianity. i dun force ppl ta come to ma church.. cuz i believe religion itself is a very personal thing. (but if you're interested in knowin more abt it, i'll be more den willin to invite you over. (:)


and i believe when da time is right, da person who is destined to be God's child will jus come bfore God. bsides evangalism, da best and most effective way is to pray. i thank God i had da stamina to pray fer this matter everynite..


somehow, He just kept encouragin me thru da pulpit, thru devotions.. "to never stop trustin, to never stop prayin".


"everythin dat happens in God's time will be da best.."


i tear almost everytime i get to hear a message similar to this. God really noes me.. He knew how much i wanted them to receive Christ. He knew how much i wanted him to receive Christ..


time afta time, you neva fail to disappoint me. i sometimes wonder if its silly of me to be blithed over da slightest thing you do, to be thrilled with all da nonsense we were playin, to be gleeful over dat conversation dat was being told to me.


everythin about you jus tickled pink me.

an utterly fatuous hope i've been clutchin fer so long.. i guess we were neva meant to be.

// aloha

ALOHA minasan!

(eh? lol. dats sucha weird combination of da two languages.)


warnin: this is gonna be a long entry.


been quite long since i last blog-ed aye. :D can i just give da model valid excuse of "busy muggin fer da past few days"? hahaha. im so happy dat midsem tests are finally OVERRRRRRRR. *jumps*


hmm, but yea, stil more projects and otha matters to come.


haha. crap. owells.. now fer updates.



on tuesday (2nd paper; CRM), i received this from ma mickmouse sis, linda! hoho. she told me i had double of wad allllllllllllllll her frens had! *smirks*







well, if you ask me about ma midsem.. i'd tell you dat i prolly will fail 2 papers outta da 4. this is badddd. i think i was just to kanjiong on da first day lah, forgotten lotsa stuff i studied previously. *sigh* yes, dats fer advertising & promotions - the seemingly most interestin subject in sem 2.2. yet i jus merrily screwed everything! ):


well, fer anotha paper which i think i'll most prolly fail.. hah. non otha den internet marketing. i cant really be bothered to study fer this subject. no tips were given plus there were hell lotsa stuff to remember. but im plannin to pia fer ma otha components of da subject though.


lets move on.. thursday (last paper; retail mgmt). yy and i were spreadin da love of this season! hoho. yes christmas is cominnnnnnnnnnn. :D


excited? yes?




yy said i've gotten da cutest cookie. blessed me! (:








as we were walkin round sch, givin out goodies & cookies.. we bumped into big hand and offered him some.


uh? you duno him meh?


nehhh. this guy lor.. whose hand is big like duno wad.

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told you ma hand was anti-social!

heard some noise comin from...

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ahahaha. dats ma toe btw. you think they look alike too?! :D



okay, enuf of BH.. didnt join da rest fer shoppin in town cuz i was restricted by time. had ta prepare maself fer combined christmas service later in de evenin..


if you're wonderin why i used da word "combined".. its becuz ma church has several branches in singapore and malaysia.. and im from da hougang branch.


yup, so heres some pics taken durin da service cum celebration..





dats yenyennn..





and carleneeee..





yup yup. dats benjamin, new addition to da big family! (:





sistas; hi-5! (:





tsktsk. ignore her, she loves being retarded.

(to yy: HAHA! yy!! shes like you! mei you xing xiang!)









woooo. i think we looked professional. lol. :D btw, HXMC stands fer Hougang Xi-an Mission Chapel. (Xi-An = Zion in chinese)




jasmine kang aka yenyen. ma very best friend back in primary school. was damn happy to see her lah. currently havin her long vacation.. oh ya, shes doin psychology in sydney. xat rite.




presents from Zion church! hohoho. its a mug & calendar! ((:



afta service, all da youths and a few adults went fer supper @ 85! lol. fancy placin 8 tables outside fairprice..





haha, new additions again. guoquan & weiliang.. (: sigh. da strength of brothas is growin fast!




hoho! new found twin. notice da same shirt we're wearin? dats jus difference in colour.


todayyyyyyy is friday! and i went all da way to paradiz centre to get ma D&D posters printed, and rushed back to school fer OTC meeting. initially, ma plan was to reach school earlier so i could pass some of ma frens da gifts which i had prepared fer them. apparently i din get to reach in time.. there goes.. ):


but aniwaes.. durin meetin today. alvin (neo) was holdin this humongous pen dat caught ma attention. lol.

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stupid guang is so spastic. =.=




HAHAHHA its huge rite? like real hugeeeee.


it only fits someone like..




BINGO. mr big hand fer you! :D

// yayness

woohoos. dun really have much to blog about.. BUT im feelin estastic now.


WHY?


cuz i cleared ma two journal submissions today. eh, i fell aslp on ma study table while doin IMP journal okay. a sudden wake at 3am, slpt at 6am, havin to attend a 9am tutorial dat very mornin. wee. 2 submissions! hahhh yea, i noe.. theres so much more to come. but well, im jus feelin good now. (:


comin up..

- 4 papers fer mid sem (haven started studyin due to submissions)
- D&D publicity & decor matters (i need to remind maself dat i have to meetup wid ma subcomms)
- christmas skit, carolling, services (a series of christmas activities! :D)
- OTC (HEH HEH.)


im feelin quite excited over OTC already. :D OTC briefin today was quite alrite. was very very glad to see ma freshies, fellow GLs, subcomms AND MA HTM FRENS once again. miss them so much la. GLs were quite enthusiastic and hyped-up...



hanah! i noe im xat, so stop luffin. you guys are exaggeratin, jus admit it.


owells, it doesnt really hurt to disturb me about da cheer la. as long as it makes you happy. (:



maybe im glad too cuz.. xiao P finally gt some interaction wid him? haha.




checks; very cute. (:





no no NO ah tan, im NOT referin to you. but im happy dat i made your day. HAHA.

//

its jus a cycle dats goin on and on.. why is it when da frenship finally starts to take off well, you wanna pull it down again?


wads goin on.. tell me wad shld i do. den perhaps i can stop dwellin.


i dun live to please; i act out by wad comes out from ma heart.


God taught me how to forgive. but i hate those deeply etched scars dats refrainin me from goin closer to you.


ahh wadever. i should jus drown maself into da tons of work dats cravin fer ma attention now.



seein you fer dat split second really made ma day.

//

boA - shy love. (:

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fer fun.. (:

Your Fashion Style is Urban

You've got a style all your own... and it works Not too trendy, not too freaky - you've got streetwear down to a science You always look cute and put together, but keep it comfortable too You're the type of girl that creates trends and inspires others to be funky

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

i wanna slap maself fer thinkin of you so much.


xiaoP, i sometimes daydream wad'd happen if ahP noes who you like. ahahah. :D

//

taken last sundayy.. haha. oh-so-kazumi. (:




wohoho. rainbow candy!


let me personify it...

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ahahah. its so cute. see pong! you have calamari production, kazumi got rainbow works. *smirks*




(:



last week was full dress rehearsal fer da christmas skit. huijie was so comical dat day. she was walkin ard in church tellin everybody, "eh you see, i look like i come from China hor?" *giggles to herself* she tried speakin in chinese but her chinese really cmi. *shakes head*




i think shes lovin her new hairstyle. wahahaa.



lets go faraway..

//

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wonderin why i've been wearin specs so much recently? HAHA. yes, a way to cover ma horrendous eyebags pong neva fail to comment at. sians. /:


i really need extra grace and strength fer this sem, and most likely, fer comin semesters too. yes, im very strained by all da workload i've on me now. but im still jugglin fine. im supposed to be positive. and no, its not a facade. its jus dat i noe where ma pillar of reliance is in times of need..


perhaps im bloggin about all these because i was readin psalms 91. haha. and i started today with a very peaceful mind. its been a long time since i last felt this tranquility and joy. (:


aniwaes, to all ma frens who are so stressed up by assignments, projects and wad-nots.. take some time off fer yourself. you need ta rest if you wan to move futha and perform betta.



will keep you guys in prayer folks! (:


btw, ive an important announcement to make...





I'VE SIGNED UP FER 24-SEASONS DRUMMING. :D



yup, dat new CCA dats gonna be set-up in TP. woohooooo. i've takin this up as a form of recreation, to balance off da stress im havin. :D hohohoho. but of cuz, i wont compromise ma commitment level towards it too.


i cant wait fer trainings to start! ani interested parties?!?! join me leh.. *winks*





er.. AND ONE LAST THINGGGG.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TATTIE! :D


even when people dont appreciate you, jus remember dat God does..

// argh

filmin was cancelled cuz jy was sick. /: pls drink more water, tk care & get well soon, ma dear butty.. *prays*


WOOOHOO. marketers-in-makin! today's grp discussion cum sourcin session was a very zai one. utterly impressed wid ourselves. *beams* :D


since spermy and i haven started surveyin, we decided to do togetha.. tried it out at raffles city but it turned out to be a flop. skipped dat and went sourcin fer materials instead. its not dat we give up easily okay. but you should noe dat ppl in town wont be so kind to stop and do survey fer you! jus simulate; if a person were to approach you in town, you sure walk away even when da person haven finish his sentence wad, rite?


NO? you mus be lyin then. go away la.


went to centrepoint fer ma assignment.. i think its sucha waste of time. WHY CENTREPOINT?? /: kns man. but aniwaes, both of us couldnt stop complainin about our pimples. HAHAHA. haiss.



"kazumi is deeply aggravated by da two red, annoyin pimples on her face." ):


thanks to chocolates, thanks to trials, thanks to ma love fer chilli, thanks to not drinkin enuf water.


arghhhhhhhhhhhh. LET ME RANT.


they've been on ma face since last week okay. kns. i hate pimples.



maybe i shldnt complain too much. wad if it gets bigger, and tranforms into a tumour!?!


yucks!







today was da last time i ask you out.. why cant you see da fact dat im jus like you?

// backtrack

takin some time off to blog.. trial today was fun! but i shall skip dat. cuz everythin from now till da day of actual retailin IS a secret. so rite now, gonna backtrack a lil, anotha photoful entry. :D yea photoful.


on friday.. i attended ma secondary school's band concert. wee. they left fer genting on monday fer some band competition.. wishin them all da best!


also, i got to see miss lim again! ^^ sigh. but i din really hear nice updates though. even prefects were givin problems.. /: i really hope her blood pressure dun rise. but i wonder how long it'll take fer students to realise dat miss lim is actually a very nice teacher.. hais, grow up kids..






wont be showin all da photos though.. jus some of em.


mr nazreen conductin; he's actually our band alumni, comin back to chaichee as a conductor.. super good percussionist. very xat. *nods*







anotha band conductor, mr badrul. i was under him fer two yrs..




HAHAHAHA. so cute rite. he look so puny! LOL. you can scroll up and compare his pic and mr nazreen's. xD





shuai rite, mr nazreen. :D his hands were shiverin.. WAHHAHAHA. AND.. i din purposely put a smiley head on georgina's face! she wasnt ready fer da camera you see. and she din wan me to put this pic.. but its da only pic i took wid nazreen! /: *smiles @ georgi* heh heh.




anotha alumni of chaichee band, mr faizal. also a band conductor now.. (:




alumnis; me, mr faizal, surianti, putri, georgina




dats ma beloved junior who did me proud; lijuan. :D dats a french horn btw.




me & grace; posin wid some monument @ TJC..




movin onnnnnnnn..


saturday; went to laupasak fer supper wid ma church youths afta fellowship (topic on "Giving Time to God").. very good sermon.


neways, bro rudy drove pass da roads in orchard.. very nice lightings.



this really caught ma eye. yes, even wisemen seek jesus! (:




i saw ma instrument! *beams*







nice hor?



but i've got nicer ones.. very very very nice ones. :D



yea i think you all can guess, its centrepoint's..

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AH AH AH! hao mei ahhhhhhhhhh. it got me really excited! *-*


you may say its very me. wahhaha. *nods* yes i noe. (:



haha. xiaoP said its zi zuo nie.