Saturday, April 30, 2005
// wildwildwet!

woooohooooos. an anticipated day..

WILD WILD WET-ed wid angel, liping, linggie, weiqi, yy, hanwei, alan, tattie, james, jodin.

:b had lotsa fun. wasnt so much of da place; but more on da company itself.

our outins are alwaes so filled wid laughtas la. esp wid da joker hanwei.

>.< i love all of them, reallyyy. i mean it.. sucha bunch of fun-lovin & onZ ppl. *hugs.

dined at satayclub and went fer.. LAN GAMIN! linggie, yy, qi and ping din join us cuz they had to make a moveee. but gamin!

heeheeheeeee. x)

charles joined us too. was surprised to see kerson.. cuz he was workin dere la.

seriously, i think i've improved tremendously, ma second time playin. LOL. oh im sososo proud of maself. >.<

**

poor tattie. da bus dat he took actually broke dwn. and da kuku driver even had to use his phone. -.= but.. i duno why i feel like luffin at him. :x

charles, james & maself slacked at bedok fer a while.

yeaps. anotha fruitful day wid ma buddies.

gosh, im feelin feverish nowww. angel too? :b i got darkerrr. but da rest still says im fair.

LIKE I CAREEE. -.= *bleah.
Friday, April 29, 2005
// God's presence

reached home at 11+ in da mornin, back frm first sem's class chalet. even met tattieee there. lol. dat dumbdumb who alwaes go KAZUMI! in a super high-pitched tone. >.<

anyways, da chalet was quite borin. not mani stayed. jus stayed ova cuz i appreciated rj & jenny's effort in organinin de chalet.

corinne accidentally poked ma face wid a satay stick. ): *disfigureddd. okay i wasnt. thankfully it din get into ma eyes.

**

was ova at aunty kemmy's hse fer dinner. was quite surprised to see trisha. (: oh yays.. shes comin to sunday's family day toooo.

da funny thin was dat.. >.< she tot samuel was MY brotha. LOL. i almost peng-ed. no doubt we're siblings in christ. HAHAH. but its jus so funny la. ppl said mayb our specs did da trick.

i think so too. and alvin & rudy were sayin.. "we're out alr la. dats da new generationnn."

-.=

headed fer prayer meetin..

while da leaders were havin urgent meetin. da rest were ova de otha unit doin church's weekly.

playin piano and singin hymns wid brotha rudy sure was enjoyableee; not to mention his off-key singin. x: and dear samuel is so nice to treat me pocky and dark chocolates. (:

oh manssss.

AND..

pastor tang sent me home! a person whom i respect alot, wayyy lots. to an extent where i feel quite intimidated talkin to him; fearin dat i might say da wrong thing.

cuz i only like to hear him speak on da pulpit; where i can sit and ponder upon God's word..

on da ride, he did some sharin wid me and asked abt ma well-being.

i will remember these 4 words fer life..

" words centered, spirit empowered "

the word of God shall be ma guide, holy spirit shall empower me.. thru da darkest times of ma life.
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
// picturesss

borwin. stayed home de entire day again. :/

*time fer pictures! some pics taken @ neon's chalet.

-day1-

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*mel, angel, jodin, james, yy & maself. >.<

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*mel, me & yy.

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*pocky sistas. (but i have no idea why yy alwaes spell pocky as poRky. -.=)

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*this was said to be da only thin left intact. lols. btw, some stupong jump and broke da bed.

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*rite rite. you may think this is spastic. but i think.. we're wayyy talented or smthg. we managed to imitate those typical wayang pose. lol. eh crap. i was inspired by da paintin jus bhind us. our efforts were commendable la.

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*slpin beauty.

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*jodin. da culprit fer breakin da bed. *orrrr horrr!* :x

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*james. recruitment i/c fer MMC. quite useless. x:

-day2-

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*linggie & yy. linggie's grin is jus oh-so-cute.

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*a decent pic of pocky sistas.

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*jus tk a look at angelll!! -hops madly- -.= alwaes actin stupongly.

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*jus fer laughs.

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*i did james' style of victory sign. anddd angel, i consider this picture to be decent. so pls dun despair. (:

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*but then again.. look at this. :/ oh wells. but i miss seein this expression of linggie's. i think its damn kuku-ly cute.

NowWw.. i think ma grp of frens wld prolly notice da way james does a ^.^v and i shall elaborate more abt it.

his victory sign is jus wayyy.. i would say. unique. wid errrr. a slight arc, a lil bendin of da fingers. prolly ard 20°, to be more precise.

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*seeee. i was showin da correct way. but james tried straightenin his fingers afta yy luffed at him.

lalala. i din slp much dat nite. cuz i was lookin forward to breakfast badly.

HAHA. and yes, in da mornin.. i suddenly tot of da picture peichi & linggie dat took some time back; dat wakeuplook of da 2 lions. *roars. dats how da lioness legend came abt. yes, both of dem.

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*linggie & me. ling was realli half awake la. i was jus actin out da expression ppl often give when dey jus wake up. see, i told you i was a talent! *smirks.

yays. finally breakfast. at macdonalds. angel couldnt stop buggin mr ronald. -.=

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*a good-bye kiss.

**

enuf of pics i guess. smthg to share, abt me.

this is wad i'd normally do at mac afta finishin ma lemontea/lemonlime. yes i only tk this 2 kinda drinks.

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*tadahh! (: lemon, high in vitamin C. so peeps, do this often! aids in complexion. :b

ja ne!

gf: i will pray fer you, dat God adds strength upon you and yur family.

i alwaes believeee. if God brings you to it, He'll bring you thru it! (:
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
// zz

thank God i was feelin much betta today. thanks to all who prayed fer me.

lalala. went to dome fer interview; dun think i will get da job. too many commitments.

or perhaps.. i jus wasnt very interested in workin dere.

charles was really enjoyin himself @ work; happy fer him. (:

i think i'll try fish&co tomoro or smthg.

went to meet tat, alan & jodin.. at katonggg fer gamin. i jus join angel, dan & charles cuz i din wanna be a wet blanket. i expected maself to stone there instead of playin.

BUT. i cant believe it. I ACTUALLY TRIED LAN GAMIN.
-.=

cuz i saw angel buildin those dumbdumb weapon thingy; to attack those horrifyin kakas when it comes, to avoid leakin. and it seemed so interestin to me. and i tot dat maybe i could play betta den angel. SO i tried! :b

i din noe wad i was playin la but it sure was fun.

hurhur. kazumi is a first-timer. *applauseee pls (: btw, i enjoyed da first game betta; even though angel was a pro in da second game. -.=
Sunday, April 24, 2005
// sickkk

): *wails.

im feelin so terrible now.. i abhor this kinda nauseous, sickenin feelin.

i couldnt fall aslp afta i went offline ytd; din noe whyyy. mus have been da teh tarik. lights off at 1am+. but i only fell aslp at 5am+.

all da way till nw, din nap at carlene's place.. jus kept practisin piano. im jus afraid dat i cant play fer children worship la. cuz i've yet to get a piano. anyways, this issue is saddenin me. ):

somehow i sense dat asthma is comin backkk.

pls keep me in prayer.

Lord, heal me.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
// testimony

sharin session today!

hehs. sang this particular song durin fellowship jus now. reminded me of how Lord was so merciful towards me, leadin me back to church once again.

i used to think i lost freedom when i bcame a christian, not realisin wad freedom really was.

and few yrs back, i received a letter from karen. i was quite surprised then. i stopped church fer so long and she actually remembered me. at da same time, thinkin it was prolly some 'how are you' kinda thing and 'go back to church soon' message inside it; which i tot was irritatin. (at dat time)

but as i read da letter, tears fell. written in da letter were da lyrics of "God will make a way"

God will make a way, where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way fer me
He will be ma guide, hold me closely to His side
With love and strength fer each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way

By a roadside in the wilderness, He'll lead me
And rivers in desert will i see
All on earth will fade
But His love will still remain
He will do somethin new today


well, it was at a point of time when ma family was breakin apart, the agony and loneliness within me. i alwaes acted like a sunshine gurl; which of cuz isnt da real me. i hated home, i hated everythin.

ma family situation din seem to get any betta; in fact, worse.

but i genuinely thank God fer all dat had happened. if not fer this, i'll prolly still be runnin away from problems and seekin ma own acts of hedonism.

AND of course, wouldnt be proclaimin & testifyin His great love rite now.

i definitely wont be who i am today. Nothin is outta da will of God.

if not fer You, i would be nobody.
Friday, April 22, 2005
// you & you.

i will make it a point not to disappoint ppl when i shldnt.

cant you see dat othas are dere encouragin you, givin you support? cant you see you arent alone?

im utterly disappointed wid you, really.

i wished dat i could give you a sharp slap across yer face to wake you up.

but i wont; bcuz i'll be wastin ma effort.

you're sucha weaklin. i really hate to see you like dat. wake up, will you?

i've nv tried hidin anithin. dont you noe me well enough? cant you see its ppl whom i care fer saddens me?
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
// sentosa pics!

linggie finally sent me sentosa pics.

*snapshots.

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*siewmai face seems to be a must-take now. presentin you president of siewmai club; dats me! ^^ & secretary; linggie.

-ling & maself.-

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*group pics.

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AND this is like.. alwaes a must-do?

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*bernerd, stephie, stacie

wooos; enjoyment.

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*four of us; stacie, linggie, me, stephie

was at habourfront hawker. and linggie went bonkers and revealed da spastic side of her.

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*seee. all of us at da table luffed our heads off. seriously, i really cant make maself do dat infront of a camera. linggie oeiii! >.<

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*hanwei & ling. this is wad we call pout-til-you-touch-yer-nose. not many can do dat la.

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*spastic trio. i noe i wasnt spastic enuf compared to them. >.< spare me pls!

**

yesterdayyy, stephanie (ma vice president) & i, were discussin abt da positions fer siewmai club ova msn. ok dats nt da point, while discussin.

i noticed her display pic.

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*ooo. so sweet. *licks. wwuuack.

i was thinkin.. dis pic looooks familiar. BINGO! it resembles this!

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*this was me before i entered poly. lol. its damn cute i noe. okayyy jus shuddup.

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*a ^.^v & a ^.^5 .. lol.

chalet timeee! ja mata.
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
// borwin.

openin of casinos will definitely cause de economy to expand; to prosper. it has its pros & cons. usually ppl are more concerned wid da negative impact ratha den wad good it brings. AND government has worked out most of da solutions to combat da possible problems rite?

so ma point is..

since when cure is betta den prevention?

**

angel asked me if i wanted to work at her workplace. im stil considerin.. :/

yays. chalet tomoro! ^^
Monday, April 18, 2005
// slp deprieved

urghhh! im so slp deprieved! ): hvn had enuf slp fer past few days..

slumbered ova at grace's place fer 2 nites consecutively. slept fer like only 4 hrs? >.<

dat explains why i was late fer friday's sentosa outin.

weatha was bad; but i had fun interactin wid ma OTC mates. had a great time luffin ma ass off la. frm playin vball to chattin to photo takin TO showerin.

xD one word; enjoyable.

*will upload pics when linggie sends me.* -stares at linggie- q:

im really lookin forward to FOC.

ma monkey sista, peichiii (aka peepee sista?) & angel joined us at habourfront fer dinner. hvn seen peichiii fer so damn long lohs. -.=

angel lost her wallet on dat day and she looked devastated; really upsets me seein her like dat.

thankfully, some kind soul returned da wallet wid everythin stil inside. *relieved. thank God..

**

sat was a bz day fer me; was rushin btwn OTC briefin & GSF/GHF 2nd anniversary.

briefin was fun; could see those familiar faces once again. made new frens.. and dear terence became Krpton's HGL. abit sad leh, cuz HGL cant go as crazy as GLs; fer he's sucha fun person to go bonkers wid.
neon had da kuku-est "cutest" subempire names; neno, neppy, neppo.

-.=" LOL.

had to cook fried rice fer 50 fer de anniversary. stressed lahs. but nvms, it was part of God's work. was glad dat it turned out to be very presentable. (: and of cuz edible. q:

dun doubt ma culinary skills la, kukus.

**

today's sermon was power. faith was strengthen once again. topic was on christians' discernment.

Lord, open ma eyes & lemme see.
may you grant me de ability to discern.
i'd ratha choose to offend man than to offend you.
Friday, April 15, 2005
// special entry

an entry specially dedicated to ma dear chaichee band; jus as i've promised..

few weeks back i blogged about goin back to secondary sch and sayin our band made a tremendous improvement?

this aftanoon, i went back to da band. gosh.. chaichee band was alllll in fer it already la! im so proud of them, really! and i remember some cried when i spoke in front of da band..

wells. our band has certainly come a long way la. no one noes exactly when was da last time chaichee took part in SYF. prolly da last time was 8 yrs back?

juniors, fer ma batch, otha bands frm otha schs often ask if chaichee took part in SYF or were we a bronze band or wad. obviously, they expected us to join SYF jus like ani otha bands! i recalled how lousy i felt everytime this question was brought to me..

previously, ex principal even thought of closin da band.

but hey, chaichee is standin strong today! and who would have expected chaichee band would be in sucha good state now!? dun get discouraged jus becuz you guys have gotten a bronze! you guys have worked so hard and come thus far; all yer sweat and effort, time and countless sacrifices..

are you all goin to let da spirit die off JUS LIKE DAT?

and think again; bronze is an achievement. remember how we used to think dat, "get COP very good already lah!"

yea so jus keep up wid da chaichee band spirit! and i believe if ALL de alumnis were to see how you guys fared today; ALL of them WILL be impressed. (:

cheer up ppl. let this be a motivation fer all of you to even work harder! seriously you all din loseee. cuz..

you guys have won a gold medal in ma heart; and i noe its not jus me! (: *loves.

*pics.

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chaichee band; ma pride.

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beloved junior, lijuan. im damn proud of herrr! *ming shi chu gao tu. (: LOL.

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wees. horn section; yes only three horn players. and we manage to get a bronzeee k!

lalala. sentosa tomoro! er i mean.. laters! x) cant wait to see ma frens again!

ja mata!
Thursday, April 14, 2005
// bahh

i duno why im bloggin. guess i had this sudden urge to blog when i see grace slpin so sweetly. *dreamin of me? hahahah. (:

yea im ova at her hse rite now. and we're gonna give chaichee band our support laters fer SYF! i hope they'll do well..

neways, d&d pics are uploaded. check out ma multiply acct.

!-click me-!

trio chat wid kerson & charles makes me wanna slap them! those meanies. ):

comin back to da matter dat has been botherin me fer da past few days.. perhaps only a handful of ppl noe; yes ma very good frens..

i've been feelin very down within me la. but i prayed everynite.. *emo emo.

urgh i really dread itttt. but im wonderin wads allowin me to continue to be so kind to him..

i feel so dumb.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
// COMPLAIN

I AM GONNA SUE ANDREW LEE!! (codenamed fractured-foot.blogspot.com) MR LEE, HEAR FRM MA LAWYER SOON!

look at this! awwww.. aint she cute? obviously many guys faint upon seein sucha cute gurl doin wad-we-call a 'siew mai face'.

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NOW!

look at wad this! dis horrendous creature actually did da same & distorted da originally oh-so-cute-and-adorable look to da followin..

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*faints. someone pls po mata.


lets do a face-compare..

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shucks. experts say its actually a 90% resemblance. *screams in terror.

*faints again. now jus call de ambulance.

-bloggin at exactly 3am. so jus po mata.-
Monday, April 11, 2005
// pics*

snapsnots*. enjoyyy. will add on more.. linggie haven send me YET. ):

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*drew look so innocent here. lols.

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*xattt.

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*me & dear susieee.

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*spastic guanggg! lols.

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*pageant comm's mafia gang

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*me & stephie! (:

pageant contestants..

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*kerson

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*charles

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*jake. siewmai facesss! (: but steph said i look ugly. ): tmd.

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*angelina. shes da most photogenic chic of all.
Saturday, April 09, 2005
// complied

haven been updatin fer days; was too tired to blog la.

neways. i shall start frm SL camp. seriously this yr's program comm are a bunch of saddists. very scary.

it was sorta like a HTM camp; cuz majority of dem were frm HTM. where dey like to go 'HTM oei' and stuff. quite irritatin la; cuz it was suppose to be a SL camp! i have no hard feelins against any HTM ppl la, seriously.

most of dem are ma buddies k. come to think of dat, i will miss dem badly when da nex semmm starts! ):

all in all, i think da whole SL trainin camp committee did a great job.

im so proud of tattie; fer he's once again de Best SL!

AND not forgetin ma MMC gang. LOL. president of MMC, hanwei, is a stupongly funny joker. btw, MMC sub comm recruitment alr started.. any interested parties? LOL. i can jus die of luffin wid hanwei ard.


**

ytd was TP's dinner and dance; went as subcomm fer peageant committee.

i remembered talkin to kor abt some personal stuff while seein da peageant finalists rehearsin. somehow ma mind went blank. and when he placed his left hand ova ma shoulder and hugged me; i felt teary, i dunno why... eh kor, i hope everythin will be fine fer you.

alrites, everythin ended well. congrats to ron & cindy; our Mr & Miss TP.

peageant comm is now known as da mafia gang alr. lols. had lotsa fun.

urgh. but ma big toe is stil feelin numb since ytd. why ar? :/

stupid heels. -.=

**

shall update anotha entry full of pics soon. haas. (:

OH YES. i remembered anticipatin ma results like madness durin D&D. keep askin steph if she received her results; cuz we haven receive our sms when othas alr received it long ago..

finally @ 1.06am..

exam results fer 0401333J:

biz accountin 2 : B <-- yays. ma hardwork paid off! i failed fer midsem & got D+ fer coursework.
prin of mgmt : B
MBS : B <-- wahahahah. sibei tyco.
macroecons : A
biz stats : A
jap : B+ <-- err, expectin an A though. but nvm. (:

thank God! not only bcuz he had granted me gd results; but also fer givin me da ability & discipline to study fer Him. (:
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
// x)

aloha ppl. its so late now and im stil at grace's place, typin dis. -.=

i haven pack ma stuff fer camp tomoro! hoho.

yays. SL camp, hereee i come. i hope i'll enjoy maself.

and im so glad i can see ma frens again! x)

*newhair

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*fun times.

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yawns. enuf of pics i guess; full of our faces this wk.

LOL.

but im lovin it. lalala.