// xmas`eve

woohoo. its christmas eve. stil here in sch updatin blog. :)

past few days were.. tormentin; mentally dat is.

sis msged me abt her. if i missed her, if i could forgive her if she din divorce wid ma dad.

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i... am clueless. felt very lost all of a sudden when i saw dat msg. i din want to reply. i'm not sure if i've forgiven her; thou i very much want to. but.. is she sincere in changin her ways?

dad is a contradictin person as well. jus love puttin words in othas mouth; i hate it when he does dat. he often regard ma advices as 'quarrels'? talk to him nicely; he acts as if he hears nth. being more sterned; he thinks im pickin a fight. plus sellin-of-apartment-issue is a big problem.

ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHH.

nonetheless, im very comforted by God, esp durin this season. he already nailed ma burdens onto da cross. i have NOTHIN to worry abt.

*relieved.

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yays. im meetin ma dearie sista grace laters! :) its has been sooo long since i last saw her?

*beams. :) ciaos.

p/s: do keep me in prayer. thx!