// testimony

sharin session today!

hehs. sang this particular song durin fellowship jus now. reminded me of how Lord was so merciful towards me, leadin me back to church once again.

i used to think i lost freedom when i bcame a christian, not realisin wad freedom really was.

and few yrs back, i received a letter from karen. i was quite surprised then. i stopped church fer so long and she actually remembered me. at da same time, thinkin it was prolly some 'how are you' kinda thing and 'go back to church soon' message inside it; which i tot was irritatin. (at dat time)

but as i read da letter, tears fell. written in da letter were da lyrics of "God will make a way"

God will make a way, where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way fer me
He will be ma guide, hold me closely to His side
With love and strength fer each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way

By a roadside in the wilderness, He'll lead me
And rivers in desert will i see
All on earth will fade
But His love will still remain
He will do somethin new today

well, it was at a point of time when ma family was breakin apart, the agony and loneliness within me. i alwaes acted like a sunshine gurl; which of cuz isnt da real me. i hated home, i hated everythin.

ma family situation din seem to get any betta; in fact, worse.

but i genuinely thank God fer all dat had happened. if not fer this, i'll prolly still be runnin away from problems and seekin ma own acts of hedonism.

AND of course, wouldnt be proclaimin & testifyin His great love rite now.

i definitely wont be who i am today. Nothin is outta da will of God.

if not fer You, i would be nobody.