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woos. pck musical - 180605//saturday. wasnt as bad as wad reviews said. gurmit singh is truly an admirable man.

weees. missed wormies.. miss those secondary sch timess. /: had some catchin up wid shuyan bfore meetin up wid da rest..


*wormies ((one missin-)) eilin;shuyan;kazumi;sarah (: *hugs.

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chairperson fer children worship today! wees. thank God everythin's over.. jus prayin fer those kids dat they'll have more self-discipline in future. tough job disciplinin kids man; no doubt i love them. or maybe i shld say.. i love them; dats why i have to teach them!

went fer bowlin wid ma churchmates afta fatha's day lunch today. was a pity ma dad wasnt wid us again. has money taken over God in his heart? i noe he cares fer me and wans to provide all ma needs. never did he noe wad im lackin is not material needs; but dat kinda spiritual atmosphere in our home. i jus wish he could leave this bondage of sin. ppl are too comfortable livin in their "hedonistic self", till they refuse to break free.

oh nvm. back to bowlin.

our elders who went bowlin wid us were bigtime pros man. *salutes. makan-ed at laupasak. weees. food were freakin spicyy. >.<

kaos. maybe im damn broke today? offerin here and there. haha. but i noe where ma money has gone to! ma heavenly home! (:

bahh. lack of slp.. AND!!

IM BEING HAUNTED fer da PAST FEW DAYS; by some kuku codenamed AHTAN! spareeee me la! *wails.

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i love him but i nv knew how to say it,
he loves me but doesnt noe i love him jus as much.
i may not be da most understandin daughter..
but wheneva i see him so weak,
i really wish dat God would strengthen his faith.

moments of agitation, da implusive me.
God is buildin ma patience,
so pls bear wid me..

words written here dat he nv will noe..
but this is really wads in me.

i love you, daddy. happy fathers' day..