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Saturday, July 30, 2005

// lost.

a crestfallen kazumi today.

too many things are happenin.. its not dat i've lost ma optimism but im really feelin fer ma frens now. 2 of ma frens whom i love so dearly.

supposed to be doin ma projects now.. but i cant stop maself from thinkin abt them.. i really pray to God dat He'll take away all da pain from them.

feelin so down now.. so sluggish now. im sorry to all who're readin this. dun worry, im fine..

to lynn; im so glad dat you're feelin betta alr.. i really miss you. and im dyin to see you nex week! >.< stress is inevitable but dun let it overcome you.. cuz i noe you're strong. and ya.. jus like wad i've told you previously, i wont go back on ma word. and you can trust me fer dat.. *hooks finger* (:

to him; hey boyy, i've kept you in anonymity. i guess when you first told me abt it, i really did felt quite disappointed initially.. but heyy, it was all bcuz it all came to me too suddenly. i can assure you dat i WILL NOT ostrasize you neitha do i have da right to do so. in fact, im so proud of you dat you did tell da truth.. it was a really brave act and you really deserve a pat on yer back. jus hope dat you can see things in anotha way.. dat God has greater plans fer you ahead. wads past is past. you cant even decide wad you wan or dunwan in life fer everythin was alr predestined by God. i ought to thank God fer you cuz he woke you up from a sweet dream quite shortly. yes, a dream afterall. stand up from where you are now and be a man who live fer Him. a godsent is not defined by you or me, but Him. (: give Him da autonomy in life and you will neva be lost again. continue prayin and i will keep you in prayers as well. Nothin is outta da will of God, remember.. stay strong..

i'm so thankful i have a faith dat is so dear and precious.. i thank and praise you Lord..

...kazumi. 12:10 AM