// takin time off

ooo HEYYY.


im bloggin again! haha. suppose to be doin ma IJ now. but grr. i need time off from work, work, work and jus WORK. fer this week and nex, i'll stil be chiongin projects while othas would prolly have completed theirs alr.


hah. den comes one week of presentation, presentation and PRESENTATION! >.<


nonetheless, marketing stil rawks. (: cuz we have EARLY HOLIDAYS!! yess its a sunny yellow banana day fer US. while da rest will be busy sloggin and muggin hard fer their final exams! ahahha. yayness.


oh im sucha saddist. opps.




i pondered about many things fer da past few days, or maybe i've alwaes been like dat. hah. though im alwaes seen as a happy-go-lucky gurl. but i guess anyone who truly noes me noe dat im a deep thinker. thinkin abt da many things in life. da past, present, future.. one of which is always how God had led me thru.. and da optimism i have towards life. i've nv allowed maself to stagger in self-pity even though, in ppl's eyes, there are copious reasons fer me to do so.



God has been great to me all these while. sometimes i really wonder why i get all da drive and strength despite da constant pressure being exerted on me. family. friends. politics. its not alwaes things dat affect me, but relations. dats why i din mention about studies, or even money.




some things have passed fer so long. yet now, when i come to think abt them again, its like somethin dat had jus happened to me yesterday.



da realism, da palpability..




uncanny.