Monday, September 05, 2005
// still a great day
utterly thankful. so greatly blessed by da Lord..
i jus read your blog. i ought to feel like shit. indeed, i felt so terrible dat i almost broke out into tears.but i held back, and thought fer a moment. i shouldnt be. i should be less sensitive to YOUR words. i sincerely gave it all out and did ma part. i dun have to account fer your unhappiness,
bcuz you were being too emotional.now i noe. and i jus got to realise..
you were neva there fer me when i was down. i dun even think you knew abt anythin.
call yourself a fren.a superficial one perhaps?but stil, im thankful enuf. cuz ma reliance was pinned upon ma lovin God. ((:
fret not, i dun blame you, neitha do i hate you.. i stil, and will, continue lovin you as a fren..