Wednesday, September 21, 2005
// tired.

these few days.. physically tirin.


plus mentally tormentin as well. i noe i shldnt be behavin like dat. but i jus cant help it. i dunno why im behavin this way.


i dun even noe why im sad, why im down, why i cry.


i shldnt have gotten to noe you betta. we could be betta off as mere aquaintances.


way betta den havin to lose anotha frenship. im doubtin you. doubtin THOSE who had a motive fer comin closer to me. i jus wan smthg dats from da heart, da sincerity.. NOT freakin lust or infatuations.


i've had enuf thruout this 1.5yrs in poly.


but im gonna be stronger from now. no more flashbacks. no more memories. bye.