Tuesday, January 10, 2006
// left out

i cant unravel how lost i felt today.


how redundant i felt. how useless i felt. things are not goin da way dat it shld be. and i really dont like it.


maybe its ma fault. de effort put in jus wasnt evident enough.


lousy day. so much of surpressin tough emotions. so much of veilin them behind ma laughtas and smiles.



so much fer being a spectator.



i dun need your kind counsellin, neitha do i need your special attention. jus remember you dun have to be accountable fer how i feel.