Sunday, January 22, 2006
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wad do i have to do to make you understand!?
i hate raisin ma voice at you. but it jus seems that you're so unforgivin, so shallow, so narrow-minded, so unreceptive, so selfish, so lustful, so unlike wad a dad should be, SO DISGUSTIN.
im really so sick of all these shit ive been gettin. stop comparin me with mum, im not her. you're jus a freakin unreasonable dad. im losin ma patience to love you, to live with you. pls come back to God soon.
i need to breakaway.. if you dare lay your hands on me, i will leave you. try me.
Lord, hear ma cry.. help me to discern. i need You.. i will stay strong.