Monday, May 08, 2006
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the bad past came hauntin me in the midst of a conversation. i reacted to it by composin maself into sudden silence. i wasnt maself at all. i hated it.
he called it PMS, no it wasnt. ppl who knows me well enough will know that i wont let emotions overcome me, at least, in public.
but well, ma day ended on a light-hearted note. fer the effort you've put in to cheer me up, to make me laugh, and to tolerate all the awkwardness. thankYOU. (:
you say its hard to understand me, who ever said understandin the human mind was an easy thing? im not weird. each individual are jus unique, jus like how you are. theres definitely no one standard way of expressin oneself..dont benchmark othas against yourself, and im tellin this to maself too.
p/s: dont come lift what you read from ma blog and say it out to me okay. i will smack you. haha.