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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

// he wasnt proud of what he gave me.

had a long day today. trainin was tough fer me. couldnt concentrate as well. slow movements, slow hands. i jus wasnt fast enough.

work seems to be pilin up, yet, i still cant find the motivation in me. argh. today wasnt really a gd day anyway. thanks to you.

the fact that you kept emphasizing that it was jus a piece of drawin done haphazardly, really hurts me.

the egoistic side of you is jus plain annoyin. so what if it really wasn't your best drawin? was your purpose tryin to impress or make me happy? if you had chosen the latter, i'd add in and say you did both. i really liked it, simply bcuz it was from you. the reason why i could pridefully show it to all ma frens was also becuz i knew it was part of your effort in tryin to brighten up ma day. in hopin that i would like it, so do you think by sayin all that nonsense, i would like it even more?

NO. to think you almost made ma day, ended up you didn't. if you think im over-reactin or over-sensitive, think again.

i wouldn't have bothered if it was a nobody.

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and so.. this was the artwork which anoymous wasnt proud of.

mickey sketch!

it'd still be one of ma treasured possessions, no matta what you say.

...kazumi. 11:47 PM