// His calling

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im feelin good now. was over at children's worship service today, erm, not as chairperson or speaker, but pianist. ma 2nd time. heart's feelin with thanksgivin the whole day, cuz it was betta than previous attempt. hahaha. sometimes, i wonder.. why does God have such great plans fer me when im not even good enough fer it.


thats why He's God. He gave me chances and made me learn along ma way. jus like goin thru the ardous journey in one's life. He granted trials and make us stronger everyday.


i've once shared about the two "problematic" kids in ma church, yes? the younger one's much betta already.. but the elder one had a "confrontation" with me today. fer the first time, i saw him broke down and cried in front of me. and i knew these werent the willful and obstinate tears he used to shed, but these were the tears thats gonna make him grow.



affirmed once again; i know where God is leadin me to.. in the children ministry, i'll love the kids like how the Lord has loved me.



hmm.. on a lighter note, as i was watchin sg idol jus now. they had this short part whereby they featured those ppl who cant pronounce very well. man, it made me laugh like mad lah. hahahahha.


dicklee: okay, so what song are you gonna sing fer us today?

contestant: erm im gonna sing nong nong ago.


(all judges tryin very hard to control laughter.)

tell me the story that once was so dear,
nong nong ago.
nong nong ago.
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nong nong ago... nong agooooooooooo.


you guys shld have seen the guy's expression when he sang that song. maybe i can try drawin him out.


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usin PAINT! tadah! he looked almost exactly like this. the musical notes were delibrately drawn distortedly. x:



ohhhhhhh yes i saw ma exclassmate, diyanah AND.. mareesa maressa! hahahaha. im so gonna watch you sing (and cry) next week. X: but hey, its okay dear.. all your friends know you can sing. (: *loves