// in a whirl

im blessed and i know it.


so loved by my God above, so loved by ppl ard me..


someone got a pair of pencil earrings. very cute, thankyou. (:






and, mr siow actually recommended me to some fashion industry related job fer ma SIP. i guess it'd be more like fashion events and stuff. his call came just bfore i wanted to call up FLYentertainment to do the follow-ups. in the meanwhile, i guess i'll just go fer this particular interview mr siow recommended me. and at the same time, checkin ma mailbox daily to look out fer FLY's reply.




ma mind is in a whirl now, so many things to ponder about.. ma faith, ma studies, and ppl ard me..



..and i received smtg very special today; a song.


tears welled up uncontrollably when i first heard it. its a touchin piece of music. im just afraid that i cant leverage the melody with the lyrics that im gonna compose. but i'll try. i reckon its gonna take up quite some time, since i've neva tried composin bfore. haha.


thanks.. it was a pleasantly sweet surprise.



ive been tryin to avoid you as much as i can without you being able to realise, because i dont want you to waste you time on someone who cant love you back.

im sorry.