// ma student, alicia.

've been feelin lethargic these two days. didnt feel like goin anywhere. i think i know why. but why! its awful to hear about things that you hate to hear. and go, actin like you're enjoyin the news that was brought before you.


nvm its over.


ping asked a few of us out to have a farewell gatherin fer yy. few weeks back, i asked yy if we could go on fer another duo sentosa trip before she leaves fer her OSIP, she told me she wont have the time fer it. felt pretty upset over it.. yet i actually missed the possibly last outin i could have with her yesterday. feelin unwell at the wrong time! im sorry.


anyways, i still went fer ma first tuition lesson that evenin. a P2 student at punggol. what an experience, i only got this assigment on monday. happy. excited. anxious. a whirl of emotions with countless questions floodin ma head. like.. is she gonna be an obedient girl? is she smart? is she adorable? how are her parents like? how am i gonna make her enjoy her journey of learnin? what kinda rewardin works? will her grades improve afta ma guidance? etc etc.


lol. maybe im soundin really stupid. ppl ard me may have several students with them. whereas fer me, its just a P2 kid. but i find teachin.. more like, a responsibilty to me. and i dont know how would i fare as a tutor.


first lesson went on fine. her name's alicia. smart, pretty, chatty, lovable. (: alicia has a younger sista, audrey, 4 yrs old. very sweet and lovable too. hahaha. she was like sittin ard with us the table most of the time, meddlin with ma stationary and keepin them fer me. lookin and observin us thru the lesson.


and randomly she tapped ma hand, looked at me in the eye sayin, "jiejie, i love you." alicia looked at her sista and nodded in agreement. hahah. i almost melted.


how sweet is thattttt. i love kids fer their innocence.. audrey tapped me again and said, "jiejie, can i kiss you?" lol.


i want to bring them to church so much. prayin fer God's time to come. (:


yay. finished watchin "my lovely samsoon" alr. and im goin back to ma secondary sch tomoro. woots. heh heh.