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alrite alrite.. i know i hvnt been updating much thesedays. i need to catch up on ma slp you see..


i think the most frequently asked question now is.. "so what are you intending to do after you graduate?"


hmm. honestly, up to this point of time, I AM STILL UNSURE! because everythin i have in mind now are just plans.. am still prayin for a path God wants to place and use me in. i dont dare to really share my plans with many people actually.. why so?

1) they doubt your choice.
2) discouragin comments.
3) still too vague.
4) i dont even know whats really ahead of me!


you can say i dont really have to care about what others think since its ma life afterall.. but well, negative comments usually brings on negative impact on me. sometimes i just wish i could be as confident a person most people perceive me as.


i guess im just too afraid that i'd be complacent one day. nonetheless, im still very glad that i have confidence in God's guidance, which i deem this conviction as something of greater importance.


been thinkin alot.. the next phase of ma life. how'd it be like..


anyway! im havin a great time lately, despite a series of emotional rollercoasters. night classes. prayer meetings. fellowship. cycling session @ ecp with church youths. leox outin. hangin out with grace and joy. and ktv session with jerry!


ktv-ing with him is tremendous stress i tell you. can you imagine! i didnt even really dare to sing in front of him! i think i only got very warmed up during the 4th hour! hahahaha. yikes.


to think i used to select any songs continuously together with my casual friends who loves singin. bah! i guess singin with a pro is afterall, very different. :(




i got updates on someone thru jerry too. im just super disappointed and digusted with him, and the whole of this particular industry. thank God this person is almost non-existant in ma heart now! (though some may think its great honour to know him!) pui.


on the other hand, im feelin kinda proud for jerry actually.. cant really explain why either. you know.. the "you're ma friend, im proud of you!" kinda thing? lol nvm. but to me, he's just a very very clever person lah. do well in uni! and cheers to our 7 years of friendship! :)


oh btw, will post pictures with grace and joy soon. its always such pleasure to be able to hang out with lovable people! huhu. :)


till then!