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- kazumi//jasmine - child of God - 02101987

schools attended: - temasek pri - chaichee sec - temasek poly; marketing - UBI; professional makeup artistry

affliations: - HXMC//zion presbyterian church

interests: - the arts - music - photography - singing - japanese culture - retail therapy - fashion - makeup

loves: - God - rainbow - great companions - children - cute stuff - ice cream - dark chocolates - piano - jaychou - kpop - boA - DBSK - shinhwa - oliviaong - bossanova - fashion magazines - dogs - dolphins - beach

detests: - techno - MCPs - lustful stares - backstabbers - smokers - posers - empty promises - horror films - disgusting insects & pests

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- closer to God - good time management - a piano - master japanese language - travelling


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loves; kazumi
Friday, March 30, 2007
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hmm. its kinda late now. but i think im gettin used turnin in only at wee hrs again. okay thats bad.


gettin personal..


i cried 3 times today; for all different reasons.. oh wells. i know i've been rather down these days; just felt that ma constant efforts towards this friendship i very much treasure is unjustifiable. you're just takin me fer granted. tell me if you're a person who loves being shouted at.


1st time:
cried during work. after a teleconversation with ma sis-in-law. they arent supportive of ma pursuit in a makeup career/creative line. ma mum thinks i ought to get a proper job, preferably a govt job that pays off well. to her, this skill im gonna take up is a waste of time and money. they gave me more crap to why i shldnt take up the course.

screw it okay. why was i ever so silly to seek help from the wrong people. you only want me to walk in a way you deem is right fer me, without even showin a slightest sense of understanding. am not heeding your advice because you people were never a role model fer me.


2nd time:
cried at home. spoke to ma dad about ma course fees. i thought we drifted alot fer the past 2 yrs.. but when i told him abt this, he merely said: "follow your heart and do what you think is good fer you." tears just flowed uncontrollably.. thanks dad.

he might not be able to provide me or support me fully financially, but im thankful because he granted me a support i've always needed from someone blood-relatedly close to me. i will do you proud.


3rd time:
spoke to tom online. im still gonna say it here again, its great pride knowin such lovely and talented bunch of designers like you all. loves. no worries, loveletters still included! :)

you're definitely one of those whom i'll remember fer a lifetime too! thanks fer all the fun and memories. as expected from you, i will always be here fer you guys. sweethearts.



am blessed with rainbows after each stormy rain, thats why.


treasure all that you have before you, NOT what you dont have thats beyond you.
...kazumi. 3:23 AM