Monday, May 21, 2007
// teach me how to love.
pls tell me do i really have to lose maself just because theres someone out there who's so insensible, so young, so naive, so childish, wanting to be like me?
when will this ever end.. im so sick of bearin all these when non of these should have been ma fault.
the fact is that there is nth i can do to stop her. neither can you guys stop me from being the jasmine i always am, when i wasnt even wrong in the first place. you people just never knew how much i've always been wanting to influence her in a positive way. but why not you ppl acknowledge the nature in her, before cautionin me of what to do?!
personal grooming, wanting to look good, was never wrong, so she did make it wrong for me in this case. is that so? even if i were to be disfigured one day, do you think she'll continue look up to me? THINK pls. im helpless as you all can be, and i care for her like how you guys care for her as well.
Lord, pls teach me how to love again.. p/s: just needed a place to vent out unreasonable frustrations. dont ask me more abt it. thanks.