// just some self-introspection

work is so monotonous and i absolutely dread it. ):


the monday, tuesday to mustafa. and the wed, thurs, fri to raffles. tuition lessons, dental job, bible class, makeup classes. (hair class and A&P class is comin!) i think im losin the stamina.. sigh. i wan the contract to end soon. and i wanna get a higher-pay parttime job till jan next yr!


btw, i'll prolly go for the international certification for professional makeup artistry. which is why i still intend to do parttime till i officially complete ma education pursuit in makeup.


rahh. from the time i graduated frm tp till now. i grew to learn more abt maself, and lessons in life:

- i dont like sales job (but i have to take them cos they're too readily available)
- i like doin makeup on ppl
- i need to train greater patience
- practisin greater faith
- avoidin gossips (in an "all-aunties" environment)
- sayin only whats necessary
- plannin finances (esp when im jugglin with so many commitments at the same time)


i so wanna go states with ma church ppl. its a once in a lifetime opportunity. but honestly, i rather seek for God's will to be done. if its a yes from Him, i pray that He'd not let me face any lack. if its a no, i know that there'd be better plans for me ahead.


meanwhile, i really pray for a career path that would really allow me to uphold ma service towards God, rewarded by a comfortable band of income to feed ma dad and contribute to the home's monthly finances. and of course, one job that brings abt tremendous self-satisfaction.


tho i still dont really know whats ahead of me now.. i believe God has already gotten the pathway laid for me! :D and havin said that would mean, "practisin greater faith!"



its so good to be in the Lord..