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Sunday, August 12, 2007

// i hope i am being over-sensitive

we're driftin..

the telepathy's gone.
the mutual understandin's gone.

i suddenly felt like i dont really know you afterall.
when i shared ma burdens with you;
you never wanted to share any with me,
not knowin i was constantly @ standby mode for you.

sustainin a relationship. is it supposed to be like the vicious cycle as illustrated below?

phase 1: strangers
phase 2: the usual HIs and BYEs
phase 3: friends
phase 4: hang-out mates
phase 5: "chopsticks" (ppl feel smthg's amiss when either one of them is missin)

and slowly, as this pair of buddies get so used to each other's presence, they started takin things for granted, forgettin how they first got bonded together; the tears shed, the warm hugs, the sunshine smiles, the upliftin encouragements.. where did that spirit of togetherness go to?

maybe its just me. im not used to your glum face, not used to the way you talk, not used to your negligence, not used to your casualness. i dont know, call me sensitive. i never liked guessin games, so if smthg's goin wrong, pls feel free to talk to me.

to a person so dear to me, i can only tell you that i'd always be here for you. God bless.

...kazumi. 11:25 PM